Walls to last long, it's paper mache

Some things are better left unsaid,
But you're opening up, & I'm giving my soul away
Thanks for showing me the way, making me think so much
But I'm scared I'll eventually fall back t square one
When everything's made t be broken
I just want you t know who I am
Feeling damn screwed up, but idk why.
It can't be you, I'm alr numb from all the disappointment you gave me.
Edit: Why am I waiting? What am I waiting for? It's past midnight & I still haven't bathed.
Edit (2:10 AM): Doing Maths now. So is Jyz :) Let's jiayou tgt! ^^ Better t do something productive than t wait in vain, for idk what purpose too. Looping the same songs over and over again.