Manage me, I'm a mess

Thank you for the past week, for accompanying me through this rollercoaster ride.
I don't know what would have happened otherwise.
Thanks for tolerating all my shit, when I'm stuck in this f'ing rut.
& thanks for everything, it helped, in a way or another. :)
I really need t make good use of this holiday, especially the first week.
Cos I'm the only one that can save myself.
Don't know if I should hate you or miss you
Damn I wish that I could resist you