♥ Zhenzhen ; Could you be my brownie?

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This emptiness is killing me

Barely survived mock 2.4 today
Lunched w Bev & Glo at Marina Square then went t Esplanade
Dying of sore throat and running nose now ):
So going t flunk history tmr, haven't even finished reading a single handout
& life's so fucked up now, nobody bothers t reply my sms wtf

I shouldn't love you,
But I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you
But I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know
How to be fine when I'm not
Cause I don't know
How to make the feeling stop