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Hello goodbye

2011-01-18T13:02:00.000+08:00

May not be updating this space anymore.
Catch me if you can on my Twitter or Facebook. ^^

I'll stay with you, no matter what my reason is baby

2010-12-19T00:17:00.002+08:00

Omg this blog has been stagnant for quite awhile~ I'm updating more at my Twitter actually yeah. I think I'll leave this space for fan accounts & maybe my upcoming Korea trip ^^ annyeong~♡

Could you be my brownie?

2010-09-17T02:04:00.006+08:00

More eyecandies since it's 2 in the morning & I don't really wna study at such a time.
Click to enlarge teehee!!

키 has similar glasses as me!!! \^^/
(but this was taken quite awhile back lol..)

Taeminnie is so pretty!!! ^^

Ondrew ♥ I wna marry his voice!!!

Ending off the post w my all-time-bias!

22/07

2010-07-23T00:16:00.001+08:00

THANK YOU FOR THE BDAY WISHES ♥

Lucifer

2010-07-18T23:38:00.001+08:00

LUCIFER

You're My

2010-07-04T03:31:00.005+08:00

Hello so CTs is finally over for me :D But I think imma be so screwed for everyth, like srsly. D: Anw, less than a week t see 2AM in here Singapore!!!!!!!!!

I shall post more pics of my eyecandies hehe, I think I have more eyecandies than undies HAHAHA.

Key this time cos I just watched him on Raising Idol ^^ I wna learn how t cook too! Sad that I can't even crack an egg properly @ Seewei's house for our cooking sess T.T I only know how t cook instant noodles BOOHOOHOO :'( I need t marry someone who knows how t cook in the future hehehe!!

& anw happy bday t Joy!! & Ovid + Eugene + Weiquan + Shuting + Seewei omg all the same period somemore! I'm the maknae HEHEHEHE!

Happy birthday to you~

2010-06-23T23:36:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
NICHKHUN BUCK HORVEJKUL
นิชคุณ หรเวชกุล
닉쿤
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YAY HAPPY BDAY WINKING MACHINE ENJOY YOUR 22TH ♥

Picspam HEHEHE:

And to end off,

HAPPY BDAY ONCE AGAIN! :D

Listen to my heart, it's beating for you

2010-06-17T00:51:00.001+08:00

Sometimes we let our love go unexpressed, especially towards those we love the best.

We can be number one

2010-05-29T01:57:00.002+08:00

My biases hehehe:

THE MEN [& boys]:

DBSK — Junsu
SHINee — Key
Beast — Doojoon
U-kiss — Dongho
MBLAQ — Mir
2PM — Nichkhun
2AM — Jin Woon
F.cuz — Kan
Super Junior — Kyuhyun
Ft Island — Seunghyun
ZE:A — Erm idk the members LOL
CN Blue — Yonghwa
Big Bang — G-Dragon
SS501 — Hyun Joong
Supernova — Idk the members

THE WOMEN [& girls] :

Girls Generation — Seohyun
Kara — Nicole
T ara — Eunjung
Secret — Idk the members
Brown Eyed Girls — Ga-in
Rainbow — Idk the members
4 Minute — HyunA
f(x) — Sulli
2NE1 — CL
After School — Gahee

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Favourite songs of each band stated ;

DBSK — Love In The Ice
SHINee — Jojo
Beast — Easy
U-Kiss — Without You
MBLAQ — Y, One Better Day
2PM — Tik Tok, Tired Of Waiting, Without U
2AM — I Did Wrong, No. 1
F.cuz — Jiggy
Super Junior — It’s You
Ft Island — Raining, I Hope
ZE:A — Day By Day
CN Blue — LOVE, Sweet Holiday, I'm A Loner
Big Bang — Haru Haru, Lies, Let Me Hear Your Voice
SS501 — none
Supernova — T.T.L (with T-ara)
Girls Generation — Run Devil Run
Kara — Lupin
T ara — Bo Peep Bo Peep
Secret — none
Brown Eyed Girls — Sign
Rainbow — none
4 Minute — HuH, Muzik
f(x) — NU ABO, Sorry, Chu~♡
2NE1 — I Don't Care, Fire
After School — Because of You, Bang!

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Who ranks number one?

1. Favourite overall boyband — 2PM
2. Favourite overall girlband — erm can't decide
3. Favourite man[boy]/woman[girl] — Nichkhun/can't decide
4. Best dance boyband — SHINee
5. Best dance girlband — 2NE1
6. Best overall dancer [guy] — Taemin
7. Best overall dancer [girl] — Minzy

Tell me goodbye

2010-05-23T00:50:00.020+08:00

Introducing you my eye-candies of the kpop world:

1. Nichkhun Buck Horvejkul (2PM)

(The one on the left ^^) Don't see he cute cute only, he has a hot bod too:

(Extreme right)

2. G-Dragon/Kwon Jiyong (Big Bang)

Who can look so awsm in a skirt?

& in a mohawk too!

In bangs too!

3. TOP (Choi Seunghyun) (Big Bang)

4. Key/Kim Kibum (SHINee)

Looking like a diva even when his fringe looks like carebears peed all over it

5. Onew/Lee Jinki (SHINee)

6. Lee Taemin (SHINee)

(Click to enlarge!) His legs are so thin!

7. Kim Jonghyun (SHINee)

Sorry I dn rly have decent pics of him in non-gif form lol.

8. Lee Jonghyun (C.N Blue)

He changed his hairstyle recently but still he looks great imo.

9. Lee Hongki (F.T Island)

10. Jung Jinwoon (2AM)

I think this pic does no justice t him but it's the only pic I got of him LOL

11. Lee Joon (MBLAQ)

12. Mir (MBLAQ)

13. Choi Minho (SHINee)

14. Jang Geun Suk

15. Jung Yong Hwa (C.N Blue)

... and the list is non-exhaustive. LOL. But yeah here's my bias hehe :)

The arrow of memories that pulled the bowstring and left my hand

2010-05-15T23:04:00.002+08:00

Maybe there's beauty in goodbye.

But thanks t you, I got early sleep for most of the entire week.

Can't take my eyes off you

2010-04-25T15:10:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 23RD BDAY JAY PARK!!!!!!!

Wishing you all the best in Seattle w your family & AOM crew ^^ Hwaiting!!!
The Jay Effect is taking over Youtube & Twitter now :D

Cos the hot bunny is looking flyyy right there~

There'll be some sunny days coming up this way

2010-04-25T02:01:00.005+08:00

Bored of reading on UN S-Gs so there you go :)

Bold your faves :)

1. Siwon (Super Junior)
2. Donghae (Super Junior)
3. Kyuhyun (Super Junior)
4. Kibum (Super Junior)
5. Kangin (Super Junior)
6. Leeteuk (Super Junior)
7. Eunhyuk (Super Junior)
8. Ryeowook (Super Junior)
9. Sungmin (Super Junior)
10. Han Geng (Super Junior)
11. Heechul (Super Junior)
12. Shindong (Super Junior)
13. Yesung (Super Junior)
14. Zhou Mi (Super Junior)
15. Henry Lau (Super Junior)

16. GDragon (BigBang)
17. TOP (BigBang)
18. Daesung (BigBang)
19. Taeyang (BigBang)
20. Seungri (BigBang)

21. Jaebeom (2PM)
22. Nichkhun (2PM) ♥♥♥
23. Taecyeon(2PM)
24. Wooyoung (2PM)
25. Junsu (2PM)
26. Junho (2PM)
27. Chansung (2PM)

28. Max Changmin (DBSK)
29. Xiah Junsu (DBSK)
30. Micky Yoochun (DBSK)
31. U-Know Yunho (DBSK)
32. Hero Jaejoong (DBSK)

33. Joon (MBLAQ)
34. Seungho (MBLAQ)
35. G.O (MBLAQ)
36. Mir (MBLAQ)
37. CheonDoong/Thunder (MBLAQ)

38. DongWoon (BEAST)
39. Yoseob (BEAST)
40. JunHyung (BEAST)
41. HyunSeung (BEAST)
42. DooJoon (BEAST)
43. GiKwang/AJ (BEAST)

44. Hongki (FTI)
45. Jonghun (FTI)
46. Minhwan (FTI)
47. Jaejin (FTI)
48. Seunghyun (FTI)

49. Lee SeungGi
50. Lee Minho
52. Kim Bum

53. Taemin (SHINee)
54. Jonghyun (SHINee)
55. Minho (SHINee)
56. Onew (SHINee)
57. Key (SHINee)

58. HyunJoong (SS501)
59. YoungSaeng (SS501)
60. JungMin (SS501)
61. KyuJong (SS501)
62. HyungJoon (SS501)

63. Song Joong Ki
64. Jang Geun Suk

65. LeeU (F.Cuz)
66. Jinon (F.Cuz)
67. Yejun (F.Cuz)
68. Kan (F.Cuz)

69. Wonbin (ex- FT Island)

70. ChangHyun (SHU-I)
71. MinHo (SHU-I)
72. Inseok (SHU-I)
73. HyungJun (SHU-I)
74. Jinseok (SHU-I)

75. Ha MinWoo (ZE:A)
76. Hwang KwangHee (ZE:A)
77. Jung HeeChul (ZE:A)
78. Moon JunYoung (ZE:A)
79. Park HyungShik (ZE:A)
80. Im SiWan (ZE:A)
81. Kim TaeHun (ZE:A)
82. Kim DongJun (ZE:A)
83. Kevin Kim (ZE:A)

84. Shin SooHyun (U-KISS)
85. Alexander (U-KISS)
86. Kim Kibum (U-KISS)
87. Eli (U-KISS)
88. Lee KiSeop (U-KISS)
89. Kevin Woo (U-KISS)
90. Shin DongHo (U-KISS)

91. Bi Rain

92. Changmin (2AM)
93. Jinwoon (2AM)
94. Seulong (2AM)
95. Jokwon (2AM)

96. CL (2NE1)
97. Minji (2NE1)
98. Bom (2NE1)
99. Dara (2NE1)

100. Taeyeon (SNSD)
101. Sooyoung (SNSD)
102. Seohyun (SNSD)
103. Tiffany (SNSD)
104. Hyoyeon (SNSD)
105. Jessica (SNSD)
106. Sunny (SNSD)
107. Yuri (SNSD)
108. Yoona (SNSD)

109. Yonghwa (CN Blue)
110. Jungshin (CN Blue)
111. Jonghyun (CN Blue)
112. Minhyuk (CN Blue)

113. Kim Ah-Joong

114. Park Gahee (After School)
115. UEE (After School)
116. Bekha (After School)
117. Kim Jung-ah (After School)
118. Lee Jooyeon (After School)
119. Yoo Soyoung (ex-After School)
120. Raina (After School)
121. Nana (After School)

122. Park Gyuri (KARA)
123. Han Seungyeon (KARA)
124. Nicole (KARA)
125. Goo Hara (KARA)
126. Kang Jiyoung (KARA)

129. So Hee (Wondergirls)
130. Sun Ye (Wondergirls)
131. Sun Mi (Wondergirls)
132. Ye Eun (Wondergirls)
133. YooBin (Wondergirls)

134. Eunjung (T-ara)
135. Hyomin (T-ara)
136. Ji-Yeon (T-ara)
137. Soyeon (T-ara)
138. Boram (T-ara)
139. Q-ri (T-ara)

140. Victoria (f(x))
141. Amber (f(x))
142. Luna (f(x))
143. Sulli (f(x))
144. Krystal (f(x))

145. Hyunmin (D-NA)
146. Jay (D-NA)
147. Injun (D-NA)
148. Karam (D-NA)
149. Mika (D-NA)

150. Brian Joo

151. Chance (One Way)
152. Young Sky (One Way)
153. Peter Hyun (One Way)

My bias is obvious :D

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are shooting stars?

2010-04-18T23:32:00.010+08:00

Didn't update this place in like half a month alr! Pretty nothing much happened, or I can't really rmb too heh. Tests week coming up! :( I lost my momentum for studying.. I need t buck up like how I did last year during the EOYs period. But in the time I'm MIA from here...

I had a mini PRPS 6A gathering! (Photo courtesy of Qianye!)

I celebrated quite a number of bdays!

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& there's Alvin's bday celebration but I didn't go cos of CS concert yep, sorry!

Need t upload these photos t fb soon, some are long overdue! Not t mention the Entertainment Awards pics (SHINee!!!!)

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Ok need t stop slacking away now :(

BANG!

2010-03-28T15:18:00.002+08:00

I did 3 CIPs within these 2 weeks, and they're quite an experience t me :)

Firstly, I did 23's CIP w Assumption Pathway School which I learnt more about the students there and how most of them are pretty nice and such. On Thurs, I did Liaozhai Rocks! which was quite an interesting and new experience t me. And not t mention I talked t some Mediacorp actor but idk what's his name lol. And yest I did Earth Hour which left me damn shagged and I'm currently feeling the after effects now. But the things you experience and learn from these events, you can never experience them school srsly. Like meeting and making friends from all walks of life and races, and learning how t interact w strangers etc.

Ok I'm done keeping my blog alive, need t get started on work soon!

Run devil run

2010-03-18T02:53:00.003+08:00

Hi :) I'm updating using my phone as I'm lying on the bed w my sis snoring beside me cos I realized my blog has been quite stagnant. About half of the March holidays is over and I've barely done any work :O Need t get my momentum back! But on a positive note, ever since seeing SHINee on SEA, I've been quite lazy t use the laptop t go online, meaning I can focus more on doing work at home heh.

Anw, I'm beginning t develop a bias for Taemin :) He's so adorable!!!!!! Funny how my first bias was Key, then it became Onew at the airport and after seeing them live, you just can't have any bias anymore hehe.

ok tata I shall go sleep instead. Cos there's no scrollbar in my phone's Blogger box so basically I can't see what I'm typing!!

Maybe I need some rehab, or maybe I just need some sleep

2010-03-08T00:46:00.003+08:00

Some day, the pain will be numb
Some day, the tears will stop falling

You might come back

2010-02-27T23:34:00.000+08:00

This upsets me so much :(

Gotta be moving on

2010-02-25T22:27:00.002+08:00

Fuck, apparently Jaebum isn't returning t 2PM & JYPE cancelled their contract w him.
Screw this shit srsly.
If it was decided months ago, why wait till now? So fucking stupid _|_

But if it's rly Jay's decision t leave, then I'll just wish him all the best. It's not 6PM's fault that he left & I don't see why Hottests will boycott the entire 2PM cos of this, it's so unfair t the rest. But then it'll forever be 1:59PM :(

I HATE THIS GORILLA: (SCROLL DOWN IF U WNA GET BLINDED TYVM)

DON'T SAY I DIDN'T WARN YOU.

Maybe then we'll remember to slow down

2010-02-21T03:18:00.001+08:00

I'm pretty sure my eyes are gna look like that soon - it's 3:19 in the morn now.
Screw Computing, imma go sleep soon.

Open up some happiness

2010-02-17T00:56:00.002+08:00

Hello, here's a post w/o any kpop pics :) (YAH FINALLY I KNOW LOL)

Anw those ppl in the pic above are: (from left t right) Carlyn, Jevaun, me, my sister. I've known them since I was a baby I think. They used t my old house old neighbour ^^ but we still keep in touch & they visit us every year during CNY. Anw it's a tradition they come t my house for steamboat & stuffs then we'll go t the airport late at night for some dessert :D and then come back t my house again t eat somemore etcetc hehe! Anw Jevaun looks damn spas up there & I'm like the noona there T.T

Ok bye gna sleep I JUST FOUND OUT I'M COVERING PHOTOG FOR TMR!!!

☆★☆

2010-02-08T22:38:00.002+08:00

SHINee is coming back again!!!!!!!!!
But lol it was not even a week since I last saw them & they're coming back again~

So t make up for the time I've already lost stalking & fangirling over them & the time I'm gna lose again when they come back, I SHALL START CHIONGING! AJA AJA~! ^^ I promise I will try t stay awake in class too although Econs in Homeroom is permanently like a lullaby t me~

I can't contain my excitement!!!! Hyperventilating~~~

So fantastic, fantastic, elastic, elastic

2010-02-01T23:23:00.003+08:00

Can't believe these boys are still in SG! Sucks that most likely I won't get t see them anytime soon again ):

Can't Let You Go Even If You Die

2010-01-26T20:25:00.002+08:00

Hi, after a week.. I'm still sick :( My timetable's kinda screwed too, I end lessons at freaking late hours almost everyday, esp Mons @ 6.45 LOL. I reached home at 10PM last night after Computing dinner somemore O.O

Schwork is piling up like crazy too damn! & this week's gna be damn damn busy~ SHINee IS COMING THIS FRIDAY *&^%$#@! Still comtemplating whether t go for the fansign anot, and if I'm going, whether t queue for their autographs anot =/ Yeah, call me crazy HAHA. Although I didn't really listen t english songs for about 2 mths alr, there're not rly any new songs & those rly hot songs in SG now I've alr heard them like mths ago :P

Meanwhile, I shall continue rushing schwork while staying awake & high thru kpop :)

So why is it so hard, why is it so hard?

2010-01-20T22:27:00.005+08:00

My sore throat evolved into blocked nose. + blocked ears damn! Food tastes quite bland t me now ): I shouldn't have spammed so much chocs the past few days ): It's only the third day of school but I'm alr dying omo~ this is what I can only think of every time I get home:

HUAT AH

2010-01-17T00:18:00.002+08:00

I ♥ BENNU!!!!!!
I ♥ B6!!!!!! :D

Orientation was great :D Shall update next time lots of work t rush. & omo omo omo 2PM KISS ME MUGS~!!!

All night long

2010-01-11T22:25:00.000+08:00

HELL YES. AGAIN & AGAIN~

Fire burning on the dancefloor

2010-01-10T22:49:00.001+08:00

Let's get ready for school~! ^^

We fell in love

2010-01-09T23:28:00.000+08:00

The cutest couple ever ^^
How I wish they're tgt irl too!!!

I couldn't even say it, and I let you go

2010-01-09T01:42:00.000+08:00

I need t start learning how t sleep earlier.

I'm a free bitch, baby

2010-01-07T01:25:00.003+08:00

This is why I love Key so much :D
He & Gaga should just meet!

K there's Bennu stuff later on that's why I can't stay up late t watch more vids. Did GP until like 5+ then I gave up and started reading up on kpop stuffs & watching vids LOL. Finally finished the last episode of YAB :D & watched Idol Army w 2PM & SHINee on it.. I kept rewinding t rewatch nice parts hehehe :P

I still wna watch Wild Bunny, Hot Blood, some episodes of Family Outing, 2NE1 TV, IRIS etc. but school's reopening!! Maths test when lessons start after orientation somemore D:

P.S. I realized the heartbeat thingy at my blog's bottom right hand corner reminds me of 2PM's Heartbeat WOOHOO I'm not gna ever remove it whee~

Getting tired of waiting

2010-01-06T17:32:00.002+08:00

OGL trainings have been great, and school's reopening real soon. My homework is really gna die but imma try t get some done these few days lol. Anw I was doing GP just now until I got damn dulan so I went t tidy my cupboard. Wow there're so many stuffs inside there which I completely forgot about their existence. Some brought back loads of memories - I still have stuffs from P1 days haha!

I realized I lost many close friends, yet gained quite some too. So for this year aka the last year in DHS, I shall be a better friend, better 23-ian, better Computing rep (LOLOL), better Bennugan (just hope I don't injure myself again!)

Tata shall continue finish packing my cupboard :)

Feels like insomnia

2010-01-03T22:55:00.000+08:00

I have been slacking alot oh no ):

Way Back Into Love

2009-12-31T21:10:00.003+08:00

As true as it may sound, I hope 2010 won't turn out like that, cos it's gna be a damn crucial year. & I ended the year by getting addicted t kpop -.- as I'm typing right now, I'm also watching MBC Gayo Daejun live online now lol. I have spent the last 2 nights watching the various Gayo Daejuns, hope tonight one's will be 1o343501413 times better than last night's one. Kara's performing now, and my Khun just sang a love ballad while playing the piano (L)(L)(L) Happy new year in advance while I continue watching :)

2009-12-30T00:52:00.000+08:00

I can't stop watching 2PM dancing t Bo Peep Bo Peep.

Gotta be moving on

2009-12-27T21:15:00.001+08:00

Can you feel my heartbeat?
The heart that you stepped all over and left,
Is still beating.
And it’s beating for you.

I Was Crazy About You

2009-12-27T00:27:00.004+08:00

I hope this does look familiar t some of you guys, hope you all like it cos I spent quite some time at them :)

Anw, Happy 17th JJ!

(Wow everyone's clapping for you HAHAHA) And sad t admit, you're taller than me alr!!! Woah growth spurt~ Hope you enjoyed just now :D And also hope you liked the presents! And on a side note, get well soon Glo!

All Night Long

2009-12-26T12:52:00.002+08:00

Happy Boxing Day! ^^

2009-12-25T18:56:00.001+08:00

Hello people don't ask me out anymore unless it's for studying! I need t save $$$ :)

Jingle bell rock

2009-12-25T14:48:00.005+08:00

Since xmas is the season of giving, here's more picspam again & again~ :D

Do it do it, Chu~♡

P.S. Dearies please rmb t check your mailbox! ^^

HOHOHO

2009-12-25T02:58:00.003+08:00

(Full size t enjoy the hotness)

Enjoy this christmas w a big bang! (HAHA!) :D

Sunlight moonlight you lit my life

2009-12-22T22:43:00.001+08:00

Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can't maintain

In the morning after dark

2009-12-17T23:31:00.005+08:00

Finally a productive shopping trip where I finally got stuffs I like besides food heh. Got my stuff for the xmas exchange too, but apparently everyone knows who I'm giving it t -.-

Gna sleep early tonight cos I probably won't get much sleep the next 2 days. Taka gathering tmr & Wavehouse on Sat :) Can't wait t see the Taka ppl after almost a year! Let me see if I still have their photos.. found it!

I miss our daily dose of $3 Gloria Jean's!

Speaking of photos, Kelly Tan! You owe us over 9000 photos!!!!!!

2009-12-15T21:29:00.001+08:00

I think I need a new blog layout, so sick of this one alr.

2009-12-12T09:23:00.002+08:00

Thanks for making me happy for nothing.
I already kind of expected it, since you're so good at bringing me down. You win.

2009-12-11T19:28:00.000+08:00

http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/stomp/sgseen/this_urban_jungle/284868/foreign_workers_snap_pics_of_girls_in_swimwear_and_print_them.html

LOL

Let Me Hear Your Voice

2009-12-11T00:49:00.001+08:00

I love surprises like this, when I least expect them :)

2009-12-10T02:21:00.002+08:00

GLO I JUST READ UR BLOG! You're also killing me can!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHA & we're still awake during sucha crazy hour gosh :O

2009-12-09T01:41:00.002+08:00

I hate disappointment. Can you all please don't expect so much from me? I have t work, I have loads of rubbish t complete, lots of tasks t be done and have t make time for diff groups of friends too. I am human too.

I hope you don't disappoint me too.

2009-12-08T00:43:00.002+08:00

Just t update this dying blog of mine.

2009-12-02T16:24:00.000+08:00

OVIDIA THIS IS FOR U!!!!!!!!!!!!
SHINWOOOOOOOOO~

Can't help falling in love

2009-11-29T23:45:00.003+08:00

Wahaha I think I'm in love w Korean guys now shit! Ok but this is one of the only few pics of Korean guys I have in my comp, which was what Anvea sent me months ago haha. I'm practicing self-restraint by limiting myself t only one episode of any drama I'm watching a day :)

This.Is.Bad D: Thanks t you :P

I can't breathe, I can't breathe no more

2009-11-25T23:48:00.002+08:00

So happy!
Eating macarons & watching my new lover's vids online :)

Why you so speechless, so speechless?

2009-11-23T22:23:00.001+08:00

Could we fix you if you broke?

Hear me when I say, when I say, I believe

2009-11-22T23:08:00.002+08:00

Keep holding on
Cos you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cos you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you

2009-11-21T23:07:00.004+08:00

Sorry for the short blog posts but I wna complain.

MY DAD BOUGHT A N97 FOR HIMSELF!!!!!! OMG I HATE HIM T.T
THE MINI N97 RAOUL LIMITED EDITION ONE SOMEMORE *&^%$#@!

He didn't buy for me when I wanted it.. and when I saw it on the bed just now I was damn dulan LOL TMD HOLY SHIT AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

... and he mostly uses it t view soccer sites. WTF RIGHT LOL.

2009-11-20T06:56:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, a canteen table dropped on my head. FML

We fell so far away from where we used to be

2009-11-18T23:40:00.006+08:00

I haven't updated in awhile cos Singtel Mio sucks srsly my internet connection is damn wols and sometimes I can't even connect t the Internet at all. Facebook, blogs are all damn lag t me pfft. Sometimes even my house phone & Mio TV gets screwed too damn zzz.

Ok got back from chalet a few days ago.. the most vivid thing I can remember is that I watched Paranormal Activity, and I dn wna recall anything about it alr, I had a hard time sleeping the past few days wtf. For the love of God/Buddha/Allah/Hannuman PLEASE DO NOT ASK ME OUT T WATCH ANY HORROR MOVIES ALR TYVM. & if you know you'll get irritated by my overreactions aft that then the more don't fucking ask me t watch such movies in the future. Thank you :)

Anw, another lesson learnt from the chalet is not t be deceived by food packaging. Damn it we bought 3kg worth of chicken wings cos we're scared it wouldn't be enough since each packet looks like got damn lil chicken wings inside. I think I got phobia of chickens aft that alr damn haha.

Anw work's damn slack now, I'm alr close t completing 2 handphone games LOL. There's rly v few customers during this period. Hope last year doesn't repeat itself again, when customers start spamming in during Dec and the queue's so long we had t issue customers queue nos. O.O

ABCD tmr, its till 8PM gosh!

2009-11-15T14:54:00.004+08:00

K off t chalet now I'M LATE & I LIVE THE NEAREST DAMN IT HAHAHA. I STILL HAVEN'T BATHE AND PACK FINISH MY STUFFS AHHH GG

Anw,

Chakk|| says:
*ask all ur frens register too whee

Go for ABCD! They're gna do sth w the mascot too LOL

Wha-Wha-What did you say?

2009-11-14T13:33:00.002+08:00

Gna make this quick cos I'm heading out soon. Watched 2012 yesterday, was kinda traumatizing for me, can't imagine the Earth destructing in such a way and civilians t just die w/o knowing anything in advance. Walked around town after that. Damn proud of myself cos nowadays I don't spend any money outside except on food heh. And everytime I go out I spend less than $15 heh :)

Just reached home a few hours ago from work. There was no customers at all for almost 1h, me and my boss were so damn bored and she's scared there'll be no sales today at all haha. But luckily after that people started coming in during the next hour.

Bye off t bathe :)

Tonight imma fight till we see the sun light

2009-11-11T21:24:00.003+08:00

First day of work today. Been back there finally since like aft a year? But everything still seems pretty much the same. This time round the other part-timer is a guy, thank god for that, cos last year I pretty much got owned by all the manual labour required zzz.

Submission of GPF tmr & then byebye t PW :D I'll miss it though, but it's like a love-hate relationship heh.

P.S. I still feel like watching This Is It again. Damn nice!!!

Untogether

2009-11-10T01:31:00.001+08:00

How come recently, when good things happen, they come together as a pair?

Anw, OP's over :)

2009-11-07T19:14:00.000+08:00

This pic reminded me of one of the PW meetings we had in the library. LOL

Happy The Hard Way

2009-11-06T00:43:00.001+08:00

Hi, I'm still alive & kicking :)
Just that I'm lazy t blog. & recently, I found out quite a number of stuffs which are pretty traumatizing. But damn, HAHAHA. K bye need t wake up early t go t sch.

Can't escape your incessant whine

2009-11-02T16:01:00.005+08:00

Feels like I'm waiting for a soldier t return from war, but the wait's too long.
And the war has been long over.

Does the same song still come t your mind when it's raining, like now?

Even when I'm alone I hear your mellow drone

2009-11-01T01:59:00.003+08:00

When a heart breaks, it don't break even
/
And I claimed I didn't care for you
But your verse got trapped inside my head
Over and over again, you played yourself to death in me

Stuck On You

2009-10-30T23:24:00.004+08:00

Ding Tai Fung w mum & sis earlier on. We're so in love w the xiaolongbaos :) My mum says next time have t bring dad along & we'll start spamming the xlbs hahaha. Love the juice squirting out when you bite them!

Was feeling quite frustrated for nothing just now, then mum reminded me of the Haagen Daz still in the fridge heh. Went t bathe & took a pint out, feeling much better now :) These few days I think food is my best friend. Die.

I drowned out all my senses by the sound of its beating

2009-10-29T23:28:00.002+08:00

My mood is getting weird recently.. Let me just be happy for tonight :) :) :)

Thought I knew you for a minute, now I'm not so sure

2009-10-29T00:50:00.002+08:00

It's half full and I won't wait here all day
I know you're saying that you'll be here anyway

But you're untouchable
Burning brighter than the sun
Now that you're close I feel like coming undone

I feel like swearing. I just don't get it, how come things all turn out like that?

Like we used to

2009-10-27T23:51:00.005+08:00

That's why they say, love is blind

Hallelujah I've yet t memorize my OP script *&^%#@! Went t trim my fringe just now & now I look like some China doll. Have t go back t school tmr for CCA exhibition & PW stuff, but gosh I only need t reach at 1+PM.

Anw me & my sis are addicted t my phone!! :) I love typing on it heh, while my sis likes it cos she can watch her Jap vids from it -.- I will treat it w tlc, I just pray that it won't keep dropping like all my previous phones, esp not into the toilet bowl like how one of mine did after only having it for like, 2 days?

Shall go continue memorizing my OP script, I need t stop sidetracking argh.

I'm caught up in you

2009-10-26T23:32:00.002+08:00

Hello :) Since the guys said my blog's damn boring now, I shall blog more interesting stuffs!

Ok so on Sat, we celebrated Glo's bday @ ECP by giving her a surprise! :D She didn't know we were singing Happy Birthday t her until she walked much nearer & realized it was us haha! Went cycling after that, which Glo & Melinda had t leave earlier though. Alvin & Weiquan cycled damn fast like a tsunami's behind them or sth. Cycled till somewhere near Changi Airport & decided t U-turn back, which was a wise decision, cos the guys started cramping one by one, in the end Ahlong & JJ had t walk back, w the other guys going t their rescue LOL. When I went back w the guys, we had t walk further t find traffic lights t cross cos they can't even climb the overhead bridges HAHAHA.

On Sun, I woke up at 1+PM -.- Then went out w the 23 ppl later on @ Orchard :) Omg I think I lost interest in shopping or sth, the only stuff I got was food & more food -.- while the rest got pretty tops & bags! Shopping w them is like having an Amazing Race haha! Freddie's burgers are nice though heh :)

Went back sch for PW consultation today, I rly need t get my script memorized well & correct my pronunciation for certain words!!! Supposed t cont doing PW in the student lounge, but well we ended up playing Spongebob Monopoly :P Bev made me & Ovid broke like *&^%$#@! w her scamming tactics t buy pineapples & MORE PINEAPPLES. Played badminton inside for awhile after that, then went t meet my dad t get my new phone! :) Ty Ovid for accompanying me on the MRT too heh. Although didn't get the N97 which I initially wanted, I got another pretty phone :D The N97 looks damn fragile too I think if I drop it once it'll just break apart, furthermore I'm such a rough & careless person :X The shop didn't have the colour I wanted, but the silver is pretty too - it's kinda blingzxz hahaha!

Byebye this is a pictureless post :)

I remember the days we spent together were not enough

2009-10-26T00:50:00.005+08:00

I can just look up & know the stars are holding you,
Holding you, holding you tonight

Please don't crush me, cause I'm a dreamer for sure

2009-10-24T01:04:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BDAY GLORIA ♥

Things I did today:
- Submitted WR like finally :)
- Sakae Buffet w Kelly & CQ, didn't reach my supposed target of 20 plates -.-
- Night Safari w Anvea & family
- Screamed my lungs out at the tram ride, the angmoh beside was laughing at me LOL
- Found out my shoulder is peeling too
- Realised what a lousy friend I am
- Found out that you are still there for me

Think I'm gna make my Twitter private. K bye.

Hear me when I say, when I say, I believe

2009-10-20T22:37:00.005+08:00

Hi, it's over 9000 years since I last blogged. I'm too lazy t update too heh. :P OP first trial tmr.. :O Anvea's on my bed now heh heh ;) I think I'm weird. I can be so damn pissed & upset for not much apparent reason/ my thinking too much, and then soften up w just a few words. =/

2009-10-15T22:58:00.000+08:00

I'm so sorry but I love you

I need you more than I could ever show you

2009-10-14T21:13:00.002+08:00

Help I'm hooked t Icy Tower on Facebook -.- I kept trying & trying t at least beat Ong's high score but boohoo I can't. But anw I need t stop playing it, it's getting damn retarded, and like what you said - it has no point too, hmm. Ok shall go bathe & continue editing the OP script.

The CP people celebrated Der Hui's (belated) bday today heh!

The whipped cream is ohmyholyshit scary. We stopped Wilson from eating it but ended up having a mini face-paint war HAHA. And yeah we celebrated his bday like 4 days later... cos I was sick & didn't come school for the past 2 days :X

Had STD talk today and Royston Tan came t give us a presentation too. His short films are rly damn thought-provoking and emotional.

2 more days.
My cough's coming back.
Idk but I feel something's different..

You're getting tighter and tighter it's getting harder to let it go

2009-10-12T19:37:00.004+08:00

Save your heart, for someone that's worth dying for;
Don't give it away

Hi I'm having a fever now. The lack of sleep has taken its toll on me I guess. Anw last week was a roller-coaster ride, thanks for those who were there for me. Srsly, you all mean so much t me ♥ I'll just have t move on & continue w my life, what's there t do now when it's too late? Thanks t those who told me t get well soon :)

Sheesh I'm feeling drowsy now. But I'm hungry too =/

Conquer a ladder then slip on a snake

2009-10-10T15:33:00.002+08:00

The times you don't wanna wake up, cause in your sleep, it's never over when you give up. The sun is always gonna rise up, you need to get up, gotta keep your head up. Look at the people all around you, the way you're feeling is something everybody goes through. Dark out, but you still gotta light up. You need to wake up, gotta keep your face up.

Give me therapy, I'm a walking travesty

2009-10-08T21:59:00.002+08:00

My form of therapy.
Sadly I can't binge on both cos I have a greedy younger sister.

谢谢你的温柔

2009-10-08T20:47:00.002+08:00

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding

2009-10-08T00:22:00.002+08:00

Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart?

Why is everything so screwed up now? I can't find an answer for it.

It seems that somehow I'll break if I say it out loud

2009-10-07T00:50:00.001+08:00

So this is how it goes?
Well, I should have known

I've been looking for someone like you

2009-10-05T23:09:00.003+08:00

So sing me a song I know all the words to
And I'll sing along, could you be my saviour?

So tired I just wanna lay in bed and sleep and daydream the whole day away. Computing just ended and there's still school tmr. Maybe I should learn t cultivate the habit of sleeping and waking up early. There's still EoM, and Thursday ahh.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing

2009-10-04T17:59:00.002+08:00

Maybe there's a reason for why my phone spoilt.
Maybe.
I alrdy given up on trying t get it back t life.
I've given up hoping on things that won't happen.

Screw Computing.

No, it don't breakeven.

I'm stepping on the cracks and I feel fine

2009-10-03T23:47:00.002+08:00

Imma die like shittttttt for Computing!!!!!!!!!!! 8 chapters t cram by Mon, and I have no *&^%$#@! idea what they're talking about cos I've been spending most of the lessons Facebooking/chatting on MSN -.- and now I find FB so boring, what an irony.

Went out w my mum and sis for dinner just now. Bought some stuffs, but none of them are clothes/accessories. Omg I think I lost passion in buying clothes now, I didn't even buy any clothes that day when I went out after my Maths paper zzz. In fact I think I spend more on stuff like food now :O

Ahh byebye I have t suffer for 4 more days compared t most people who've been slacking since Thurs/Fri T.T

Where The Lines Overlap

2009-10-02T15:28:00.000+08:00

Hi, here's how the makeshift study table in my bedroom looks like now, you can click t enlarge hehe (yeah I have weird stuffs lying around):

Shall continue packing it and find my Computing notes t study for the weekend later on. Going out later for dinner. I realized that when it comes t deciding what t eat, girls are not usually the ones who can't make up their mind. -.- Anw I think I should get my ass out of the house more often esp after the holidays, I'm just wasting most of my time at home lazing around. Even the Internet is getting boring t me.

Just keep on cramming ideas down my throat

2009-09-30T21:07:00.002+08:00

"If my heart was a house you'll be home"

Freedom for now :) Shall rest for tmr and Fri, and start on Computing tgt w the rest on the weekends heh. Going shopping tmr cos we can't stand it alr.. our hands are getting itchy! :D :D :D

Shall make this holidays a meaningful one, I can't afford t waste this holidays away. But still, there's PW first zzz. But then yay I can sleep in late for the next 2 days wheeeee~ I need t get rid of my eyebags and pimples before they become permanent.

Meanwhile I can finally touch my guitar again w/o feeling much guilt. Shall go learn another new song :)

We're taking short cuts and false solutions

2009-09-22T23:17:00.004+08:00

And the worst part is
Before it gets any better
We're heading for a cliff
And in the free fall I will realize
I'm better off when I hit the bottom

Promos are starting real soon. Damn.

Oh and I'm just waiting till the shine wears off

2009-09-19T00:56:00.003+08:00

Just because I'm losing
Doesn't mean I'm lost
Doesn't mean I'll stop
Doesn't mean I will cross

Just because I'm hurting
Doesn't mean I'm hurt
Doesn't mean I didn't get what I deserved
No better and no worse

Brick By Boring Brick

2009-09-18T08:26:00.003+08:00

Hello. So long never update alr, and the reason I'm updating now cos erm, I'm at home now instead of school (LOL) and waiting for my mum t buy back breakfast.

Anw check this site out HAHAHA
http://kanyelicio.us/http://toxic-cocktail.blogspot.com/

Hope the Computing people are enjoying themselves now hehe :)

Tell me where our time went, and if it was time well spent

2009-09-06T20:56:00.003+08:00

My current wish now is t promote t Year 6 I guess =/
I hope studying hard pays off this time, I'm sick of getting let down time and time again. That's why I'm not hoping for too much. Till then.

Edit: Updates via Twitter, since I can tweet almost anywhere, anytime? Fyi, my Twitter shit is at the sidebar.

Cause heaven can wait

2009-09-04T22:15:00.001+08:00

Here's a song for the nights I think too much
And here's a song when I imagine us together
Here's a song for when we talk too much
And I forget my words

I'm such a retard :)

When you do the things you do, that's so you

2009-09-03T19:27:00.001+08:00

You know this could be something

2009-08-29T00:55:00.004+08:00

Thanks for teaching me t take things slow, t calm down, t relax :) Yeah I really think too much, but thanks for making me think more about more meaningful things in life too. I need t buck up and work hard, for myself :)

Computing today kinda freaked me out. I hope the rest of this year and next year, nothing similar or worse will happen again. Thank god before that I was in a good mood ^^ that's why I was quite calm. Or else I would be swearing away HAHA.

Went Bugis t get some stuffs after school, then came back again. Realized I didn't have lunch & finally had some takopachi at 7+. Studied till near 9 then went Kallang Macs. I really have no guts omg I didn't dare t walk w Joy alone there so I went t find Sean & Wu Junhao too. Reached home quite late, had t ask my mum t come down fetch me cos I didn't dare t take the lift alone -.- SORRY I'M DAMN SCARED OF THIS MONTH -.- -.- -.-

Cause when I close my eyes and drift away

2009-08-26T22:37:00.003+08:00

Cos I can relate t it much better :)

Short day today, went t BMTC @ Pulau Tekong. Was quite interesting :) Got t meddle around w rifles, like the real one w laser somemore! Army food isn't that bad after all haha. Astons w 23 ppl after that :D I think we srsly pissed/amused the staff there oops! Mr Tang got on same bus home as me, met him earlier on @ PP, what a coincidence haha. Chatted w him till he alighted yep.

Phototaking tmr! Argh my pimples ):

Two Is Better Than One

2009-08-25T17:02:00.002+08:00

Maths screwed me upside down again ): I hate working so hard and seeing all my efforts go down the drain, damn.

Looking forward t BLG's new album.. they have a song w Taylor Swift, the preview sounds really good, and it reminds me of happy stuffs. :) I need more of those songs that will let me escape reality.

I think we'll make it out, but you just gotta give me time

2009-08-23T14:17:00.002+08:00

Today, I will try my best not t get distracted.
Sorry but I still have no idea how t carry out your advice, yet.
I shouldn't let my heart rule over my mind, and let my mind wander too much.
I need more chilli t numb myself, spicy cup noodles aren't that effective after all.

I need to find my way back to the start

2009-08-23T01:53:00.005+08:00

Used to all the letdowns.
But hey, surprise surprise. Why do you care?
The fact that it's you makes me even sadder.

Walls to last long, it's paper mache

2009-08-19T22:04:00.006+08:00

Some things are better left unsaid,
But you're opening up, & I'm giving my soul away
Thanks for showing me the way, making me think so much
But I'm scared I'll eventually fall back t square one

When everything's made t be broken
I just want you t know who I am

Feeling damn screwed up, but idk why.
It can't be you, I'm alr numb from all the disappointment you gave me.

Edit: Why am I waiting? What am I waiting for? It's past midnight & I still haven't bathed.

Edit (2:10 AM): Doing Maths now. So is Jyz :) Let's jiayou tgt! ^^ Better t do something productive than t wait in vain, for idk what purpose too. Looping the same songs over and over again.

They can never find our secret hiding spot

2009-08-17T23:43:00.001+08:00