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20091030

Stuck On You



Ding Tai Fung w mum & sis earlier on. We're so in love w the xiaolongbaos :) My mum says next time have t bring dad along & we'll start spamming the xlbs hahaha. Love the juice squirting out when you bite them!




Was feeling quite frustrated for nothing just now, then mum reminded me of the Haagen Daz still in the fridge heh. Went t bathe & took a pint out, feeling much better now :) These few days I think food is my best friend. Die.

20091029

I drowned out all my senses by the sound of its beating



My mood is getting weird recently.. Let me just be happy for tonight :) :) :)

Thought I knew you for a minute, now I'm not so sure



It's half full and I won't wait here all day
I know you're saying that you'll be here anyway

But you're untouchable
Burning brighter than the sun
Now that you're close I feel like coming undone

I feel like swearing. I just don't get it, how come things all turn out like that?

20091027

Like we used to



That's why they say, love is blind

Hallelujah I've yet t memorize my OP script *&^%#@! Went t trim my fringe just now & now I look like some China doll. Have t go back t school tmr for CCA exhibition & PW stuff, but gosh I only need t reach at 1+PM.

Anw me & my sis are addicted t my phone!! :) I love typing on it heh, while my sis likes it cos she can watch her Jap vids from it -.- I will treat it w tlc, I just pray that it won't keep dropping like all my previous phones, esp not into the toilet bowl like how one of mine did after only having it for like, 2 days?

Shall go continue memorizing my OP script, I need t stop sidetracking argh.

20091026

I'm caught up in you

Hello :) Since the guys said my blog's damn boring now, I shall blog more interesting stuffs!

Ok so on Sat, we celebrated Glo's bday @ ECP by giving her a surprise! :D She didn't know we were singing Happy Birthday t her until she walked much nearer & realized it was us haha! Went cycling after that, which Glo & Melinda had t leave earlier though. Alvin & Weiquan cycled damn fast like a tsunami's behind them or sth. Cycled till somewhere near Changi Airport & decided t U-turn back, which was a wise decision, cos the guys started cramping one by one, in the end Ahlong & JJ had t walk back, w the other guys going t their rescue LOL. When I went back w the guys, we had t walk further t find traffic lights t cross cos they can't even climb the overhead bridges HAHAHA.

On Sun, I woke up at 1+PM -.- Then went out w the 23 ppl later on @ Orchard :) Omg I think I lost interest in shopping or sth, the only stuff I got was food & more food -.- while the rest got pretty tops & bags! Shopping w them is like having an Amazing Race haha! Freddie's burgers are nice though heh :)

Went back sch for PW consultation today, I rly need t get my script memorized well & correct my pronunciation for certain words!!! Supposed t cont doing PW in the student lounge, but well we ended up playing Spongebob Monopoly :P Bev made me & Ovid broke like *&^%$#@! w her scamming tactics t buy pineapples & MORE PINEAPPLES. Played badminton inside for awhile after that, then went t meet my dad t get my new phone! :) Ty Ovid for accompanying me on the MRT too heh. Although didn't get the N97 which I initially wanted, I got another pretty phone :D The N97 looks damn fragile too I think if I drop it once it'll just break apart, furthermore I'm such a rough & careless person :X The shop didn't have the colour I wanted, but the silver is pretty too - it's kinda blingzxz hahaha!

Byebye this is a pictureless post :)

I remember the days we spent together were not enough



I can just look up & know the stars are holding you,
Holding you, holding you tonight

20091024

Please don't crush me, cause I'm a dreamer for sure

HAPPY BDAY GLORIA ♥


Things I did today:
- Submitted WR like finally :)
- Sakae Buffet w Kelly & CQ, didn't reach my supposed target of 20 plates -.-
- Night Safari w Anvea & family
- Screamed my lungs out at the tram ride, the angmoh beside was laughing at me LOL
- Found out my shoulder is peeling too
- Realised what a lousy friend I am
- Found out that you are still there for me

Think I'm gna make my Twitter private. K bye.

20091020

Hear me when I say, when I say, I believe

Hi, it's over 9000 years since I last blogged. I'm too lazy t update too heh. :P OP first trial tmr.. :O Anvea's on my bed now heh heh ;) I think I'm weird. I can be so damn pissed & upset for not much apparent reason/ my thinking too much, and then soften up w just a few words. =/

20091015


I'm so sorry but I love you

20091014

I need you more than I could ever show you

Help I'm hooked t Icy Tower on Facebook -.- I kept trying & trying t at least beat Ong's high score but boohoo I can't. But anw I need t stop playing it, it's getting damn retarded, and like what you said - it has no point too, hmm. Ok shall go bathe & continue editing the OP script.

The CP people celebrated Der Hui's (belated) bday today heh!



The whipped cream is ohmyholyshit scary. We stopped Wilson from eating it but ended up having a mini face-paint war HAHA. And yeah we celebrated his bday like 4 days later... cos I was sick & didn't come school for the past 2 days :X

Had STD talk today and Royston Tan came t give us a presentation too. His short films are rly damn thought-provoking and emotional.

2 more days.
My cough's coming back.
Idk but I feel something's different..

20091012

You're getting tighter and tighter it's getting harder to let it go


Save your heart, for someone that's worth dying for;
Don't give it away
Hi I'm having a fever now. The lack of sleep has taken its toll on me I guess. Anw last week was a roller-coaster ride, thanks for those who were there for me. Srsly, you all mean so much t me ♥ I'll just have t move on & continue w my life, what's there t do now when it's too late? Thanks t those who told me t get well soon :)

Sheesh I'm feeling drowsy now. But I'm hungry too =/

20091010

Conquer a ladder then slip on a snake



The times you don't wanna wake up, cause in your sleep, it's never over when you give up. The sun is always gonna rise up, you need to get up, gotta keep your head up. Look at the people all around you, the way you're feeling is something everybody goes through. Dark out, but you still gotta light up. You need to wake up, gotta keep your face up.

20091008

Give me therapy, I'm a walking travesty




My form of therapy.
Sadly I can't binge on both cos I have a greedy younger sister.

谢谢你的温柔



When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding



Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart?

Why is everything so screwed up now? I can't find an answer for it.

20091007

It seems that somehow I'll break if I say it out loud



So this is how it goes?
Well, I should have known

20091005

I've been looking for someone like you



So sing me a song I know all the words to
And I'll sing along, could you be my saviour?

So tired I just wanna lay in bed and sleep and daydream the whole day away. Computing just ended and there's still school tmr. Maybe I should learn t cultivate the habit of sleeping and waking up early. There's still EoM, and Thursday ahh.

20091004

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing


Maybe there's a reason for why my phone spoilt.
Maybe.
I alrdy given up on trying t get it back t life.
I've given up hoping on things that won't happen.

Screw Computing.

No, it don't breakeven.

20091003

I'm stepping on the cracks and I feel fine



Imma die like shittttttt for Computing!!!!!!!!!!! 8 chapters t cram by Mon, and I have no *&^%$#@! idea what they're talking about cos I've been spending most of the lessons Facebooking/chatting on MSN -.- and now I find FB so boring, what an irony.

Went out w my mum and sis for dinner just now. Bought some stuffs, but none of them are clothes/accessories. Omg I think I lost passion in buying clothes now, I didn't even buy any clothes that day when I went out after my Maths paper zzz. In fact I think I spend more on stuff like food now :O

Ahh byebye I have t suffer for 4 more days compared t most people who've been slacking since Thurs/Fri T.T

20091002

Where The Lines Overlap

Hi, here's how the makeshift study table in my bedroom looks like now, you can click t enlarge hehe (yeah I have weird stuffs lying around):



Shall continue packing it and find my Computing notes t study for the weekend later on. Going out later for dinner. I realized that when it comes t deciding what t eat, girls are not usually the ones who can't make up their mind. -.- Anw I think I should get my ass out of the house more often esp after the holidays, I'm just wasting most of my time at home lazing around. Even the Internet is getting boring t me.