You know this could be something

Thanks for teaching me t take things slow, t calm down, t relax :) Yeah I really think too much, but thanks for making me think more about more meaningful things in life too. I need t buck up and work hard, for myself :)

Computing today kinda freaked me out. I hope the rest of this year and next year, nothing similar or worse will happen again. Thank god before that I was in a good mood ^^ that's why I was quite calm. Or else I would be swearing away HAHA.

Went Bugis t get some stuffs after school, then came back again. Realized I didn't have lunch & finally had some takopachi at 7+. Studied till near 9 then went Kallang Macs. I really have no guts omg I didn't dare t walk w Joy alone there so I went t find Sean & Wu Junhao too. Reached home quite late, had t ask my mum t come down fetch me cos I didn't dare t take the lift alone -.- SORRY I'M DAMN SCARED OF THIS MONTH -.- -.- -.-

Cause when I close my eyes and drift away

Cos I can relate t it much better :)

Short day today, went t BMTC @ Pulau Tekong. Was quite interesting :) Got t meddle around w rifles, like the real one w laser somemore! Army food isn't that bad after all haha. Astons w 23 ppl after that :D I think we srsly pissed/amused the staff there oops! Mr Tang got on same bus home as me, met him earlier on @ PP, what a coincidence haha. Chatted w him till he alighted yep.

Phototaking tmr! Argh my pimples ):

Two Is Better Than One

Maths screwed me upside down again ): I hate working so hard and seeing all my efforts go down the drain, damn.

Looking forward t BLG's new album.. they have a song w Taylor Swift, the preview sounds really good, and it reminds me of happy stuffs. :) I need more of those songs that will let me escape reality.

I think we'll make it out, but you just gotta give me time

Today, I will try my best not t get distracted.
Sorry but I still have no idea how t carry out your advice, yet.
I shouldn't let my heart rule over my mind, and let my mind wander too much.
I need more chilli t numb myself, spicy cup noodles aren't that effective after all.

I need to find my way back to the start

Used to all the letdowns.
But hey, surprise surprise. Why do you care?
The fact that it's you makes me even sadder.

Walls to last long, it's paper mache

Some things are better left unsaid,
But you're opening up, & I'm giving my soul away
Thanks for showing me the way, making me think so much
But I'm scared I'll eventually fall back t square one

When everything's made t be broken
I just want you t know who I am

Feeling damn screwed up, but idk why.
It can't be you, I'm alr numb from all the disappointment you gave me.

Edit: Why am I waiting? What am I waiting for? It's past midnight & I still haven't bathed.

Edit (2:10 AM): Doing Maths now. So is Jyz :) Let's jiayou tgt! ^^ Better t do something productive than t wait in vain, for idk what purpose too. Looping the same songs over and over again.

They can never find our secret hiding spot

But it's only a matter of time

We're all dreamers
I'm getting addicted t the stories

Maybe it's a fall from grace, I gotta find a new place

Me, you, and my medication

It's always harder the second time around

In a clear view there's a silhouette, and I watch you and I can't forget

"Harry sat next to Hermione, comforting her. “How does it feel, Harry,” she asked, “when you see Dean with Ginny?” Harry looked at her with a plain look. “I see the way you look at her.. You’re my best friend.” Lavender and Ron appeared around the corner, giggling and holding hands. “Whoops.. Uhm, I think this room is taken,” said Lavender as she walked away hoping Ron would follow. “What are those?” asked Ron looking at the tiny birds floating above Hermione’s head. She stood up and said, “Oppugno!” The little flock of birds sped toward Ron. Hermione stared out at him as he ran off. She began crying, when Harry hugged her and replied, “like that."

Yeah I figured it now
Breaking's what the heart is for

Taking back the feeling that the world, will just keep dealing me the right cards

Got lost in your brown eyes

SO FREAKING HOT

Today's such a good good day :)

I want a simple explanation for what I'm feeling inside

HAPPY BDAY KELLY TAN I ♥ YOU!!!



Imma see her tmr w Gloria :D :D :D
Wonder what she's gna wear HAHAHA

Anw, flunked Econs test real majorly today. Screw the damn cleaners *&^%$#@! wtf I'm so damn pissed suay suay I'm still sitting right above their resting area damn. Still can hear their phones ringing & their conversations argh. But the worst part was when they started laughing loudly, me & Samuel started laughing too -.- In the end I was so freaking distracted I couldn't concentrate & did less than half of the essay OMG LAH ):

Maclaurin's tmr!!! Nvm I'm looking forward t Lady Gaga after that :D

You're getting tighter and tighter, it's harder to let go

This is what I mean:





That's only for yesterday. I opened up a packet of gummy worms & Toblerone dark chocolate which is lying on the table.. a signal for me t eat it, no? :D Anw dark choc is good for your heart too :)

Ah damn I'm such a greedy pig.

LOL @ GABE
Poor 3oh!3..

Because the back of my mind is holding things I'm relying in

I just wanna run to you
And break off the chains, and throw them away
I just wanna be so much
And shake off the dust that turned me to rust
Sooner than later, I need a saviour

I think I'm such a glutton. I snacked on an entire bar of popping chocolate, a packet of gummy bears, milk tea, and attempted t finish a box of Ferrero Rochers LOL. But my mum came back home from her trip t Malaysia and kept the box after I only managed t eat one zzz. Imagine if she found out what I ate before that.. By this rate I'm eating while studying (or attempting t), I'll balloon into some pig :(

Weird how I'm more awake at such weird hours. I tend t think more during late nights. About the what-ifs and what-nots. A MSN conversation just now made me realize some things. Sometimes, I doubt myself too. I don't know if I'm looking forward for school t resume or not. It's going t be a week, I'm surprisingly patient. Maybe not. But seeing it once or a few times daily pulls me through, and which nobody else is able t comprehend :)

I think I've changed quite abit. I prefer more alone times t myself now. I've curbed down on vulgarities. I think much more now. (How I wish I can apply this t schoolwork though =/) I learnt t appreciate the beauty of certain things.

But one thing I'll never learn.. How t break down those walls and tell what you're thinking. Sometimes you look so sad, but.. idk. You seem yet so positive too.

Feels like I'm falling in love when I'm falling on the bathroom floor

You're a hot mess and I'm falling for you

Am I the only person not watching NDP..? Nvm shall go see the fireworks on TV later, better than nth. Although I watched it live like 2 weeks ago.

Damn I alr napped on the bed, ate finish an entire giant bar of popping chocolate. There's still Muji milk tea & gummy bears lying on my table ^^ But, I just realized I forgot t eat lunch HAHA. I had my breakfast of roti pratas @ 11.45AM -.-

Zzz how I wish I can become a mugger. It's like a month and a few more days t Promos. )': If you can don't use the comp and study, why can't I? I hate t get distracted so so so much.

Living in the sky with diamonds

Boo. Off t bathe and study soon.

Hot Mess

OMG. I just freaking slacked the entire day away. I am so gonna die next week. All the tests, assignments + Gaga's concert = busy week O:

Went ION Orchard w Bev & Glo earlier on, omg it's damn big we didn't walk upstairs at all cos apparently it's all the damn expensive shops. Zzz am so tired now I wanna shower now but my mum said I'm crazy bathing at such a time. She's going t M'sia tmr/later on t feast ahhh! Have t srsly start studying boohoohoo ):

I NEED T STOP USING THE COMP.

And I've been feeling like I'm on some sort of merry-go-round

You make me feel like a complete work of art,
When I'm just falling apart
A really nice piece of art

I like the smiles in real life, and the smiley faces in smses :)

So tired now and impending tummyache from Seoul Garden much earlier on.
Off t shit and sleep :)

'Cause you drank the poison, and I let you in

The ice-cream I told you about a while ago.
Grandma's Apple Pie + Ferrero Indulgence :)



Taste the rainbow :)



Cheap but yummy dinner :)



V :)

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My ankle is wrapped up again ):

Tell me that you won't just fade away

I like the way how things are like now.

I don't want t hope for much, cos I don't want t be disappointed, like how I always used t be. Thanks for making me realize many things in life are actually ain't so complicated. Like what you said, I feel much more liberated now :)

It's playing on repeat, just like when we would meet

I found out that I was, am, and still so supportive throughout.
Maybe it's cos they don't know the facts, like I do so well.

I realize I no longer need you as my motivation.

My guilty pleasure, I ain't going no where