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20090731

I’m going out of my head, lost in a fairytale

Different places,
Different timings,
Different people,
Yet everything seems so familiar, under such different circumstances.

I really miss those times. Although I was so stubborn then.
I miss that short span of period too ):
I think I miss quite alot of stuffs, which you'll never learn t cherish till you realize it's over.
Sorry but your eyes always give you away, just like today.
Which is kind of misleading, from what they're trying t convey.

You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you

20090730

A smile a day brightens up our day

20090729

You paste me in just to cut me out, hello fascination



Why do you seem so sad now?
You used to be the one asking me to cheer up.

20090726

ARGH. I want t get well soon. I don't want t die too soon from all the Panadols in my body. I think I took like, 50 Panadols this week?

I want t eat chocolates, shaker fries, fried food, ice-cream, loads and loads of candies!!!

Retest tomorrow. Die. Although almost every I asked said it was okay.

20090725

I guess you better go and get your armour



Are all promises meant to be broken?

I can't bring myself away, but I don't want to escape



I really can't read your mind now ):
It's my fault, I started this but now I just can't pull myself away.

20090723

We had too much time, too much us



I don't know what you're thinking,
but please don't make me repeat history again.
Cos all I get from you is mixed signals.

It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep

Thanks people for the birthday wishes, I'm finally seventeen! :D
Thank you 5C23 for the cake & the cards, I really didn't expect it!
& Venecia too, for bluffing me somemore HAHAHA. I'm damn gullible shit.

But sad bday this year, w a sprained ankle & fever.
Thank god my fever is recovering now, but ffffff I injured my injured ankle earlier on outside the school canteen, omg I wanted t cry, although what happened on Monday was like 92364527 times worse. Cheerleading is cancelled again wth. But like what Chak said, I won't injure myself anymore -.- LOL.

Anw I think Singaporeans are damn inconsiderate, I've spent 2 mornings standing on the freaking MRT _|_ I had t stand mostly on one leg from Pasir Ris t Ajunied wtfffffff! I hope those people who saw me & pretended t sleep/look away get their retribution muahaha!

My Blogger looks screwed ZZZ.

20090721

You mustn't tell me how I know your face like the back of my hand


You are my sunshine,
My only sunshine.
You make me happy,
When skies are grey.
You'll never know, dear,
How much I love you.
Please don't take my sunshine away.

20090720

Maybe you can help me find the door, is it too much to ask?

My new post option looks damn weird now O.O

Omg today damn suay, sprained my ankle during Bennu cheerleading pract in the morning and got fever later on. ZZZ. I hate the feeling of hopping around the house like a freaking kangaroo. And the top layer wrapped over my ankle looks like those webbings used t wrap fruits -.-

20090719

If my heart was a house, you'll be home

Drenched in vanilla twilight



:)

20090718

Time together is just never quite enough

20090717

Meteor Shower

Rotted my 5 hours of free period away in school today, attempting t study.. and falling asleep HAHAHA. Dev came back today!!! :D Miss him loads omg.

Went t watch Harry Potter afterwards. Were quite lucky t get quite good seats although the tickets were bought quite late, on the spot somemore. The movie was not bad though, maybe cos I never read the book before. There's this scene that made us all jump out from our seats haha! But the ending was kinda.. yeah. Anw don't bother waiting for surprise ending hahaha.

Not looking forward t next week =/

20090715

And the whole world crumbles right beneath you


Disappointment after disappointment.
Gloomy skies.
You're never there. You never will.


Left my phone in school. Luckily someone found it.
But one night w/o my phone feels so weird..

20090714

And a tongue like a nightmare that cut like a blade


I'm so fucking disappointed.
It's like I studied so much for nothing.
Sorry teachers I've let you down. Sorry Dev & Poon ):

Nothing's ever built to last


Thanks for never failing t be there, even with those little gestures. :)

I kinda don't want next week t come, idk ):
But omg I'm srsly stunned by my Computing CT grades :D
Omg screw the other subjects, I'm gonna get them back in a couple of hours time ZZZ.

20090712

You treat me like a stranger, well it's nice to meet you sir

Xtreme Apps totally owned our freaking asses, and in the end we got ourselves DQ-ed for leaving early HAHA -.- But it's really stupid, cos compared t others, we're freaking noobs. And yeah, last night we learnt how t input GUI w the program, but it's the noob version too.

2 more computing competitions left. + THINKQUEST '10 _|_

And staying awake for over 30 hours doesn't feel good at all. ):

20090710

Don't let me go, don't let me go



Sometimes I'm in awe of my myself
I guess it paid off, just when I was telling myself t just forget it
Was reading the excerpts for our second GP lesson/assignment and saw this:

Another form was that by repudiation, in which the husband simply told his wife three times that he wanted to divorce her.


Is this the one that Kiw told us about last year? The 不要你 不要你 不要你?!?!

20090709

It doesn't matter who's wrong or right, just beat it



Spending so many late nights waiting for nothing.
Stop daydreaming.

Tearing up the radio, lost in the stereo's sound


A supposedly PW meeting which err, turned out t be a doodling spree hahaha! We were too bored and Ovidia suggested for us t do some crazy stuffs! Ok lah this one is still considered ok haha. Check the photos out HERE haha! I think my kangaroo is a freaking joke HAHAHA.

Badminton earlier on today, omg I deproved alot since the last time I've played it like somewhere last year..? Time t chiong my HBL _|_ Realised I'm not going t be free anymore for this week damn. And I don't want t stone or lie around on the bed waiting for nothing t happen zzz. I hope our CT papers all got misplaced or something, I don't want t get it back =/

EDIT: My printer is screwed up. WTF.

20090708

Feels like I'm falling in love alone



I've tried so hard, to burn those bridges and break down these walls to get there,
But yet you don't even need to do anything and it just comes to you.
Do you even know how lucky you are? Sigh..

20090707

Hide In Your Eyes, Dancing In The Bright Lights

Went Teo Heng w Bev Seewei Eugene earlier on :D Woohoo I wna go back again and again and again (repeat)!!! Met quite alot of Dunmanians there too hahaha. Dinner @ Parkway and then we bought matching rings from Diva :) BEV I WILL HELP FIND YOU ONE TOO.

Some of Eugene Seewei Joy's bday cum post-CTs celebration photos kupped from Bev's FB!










SEXY :D :D :D




DRINKING IN TOILET HAHAHA



Ah damn HBL ): I don't even dare t open up my dhsmail -.-

EDIT: Ok so I opened my dhsmail & downloaded the stuff, cos I scared I can't connect t Bev's house internet connection tmr/later on. As a result, it hung my internet - even my internet is creeped out by HBL damn! And wtf there's crossword puzzle for H2 Maths O.O

Can't keep living with a feeling, that I'm giving up everything for you


Good night, good morning!

Kiss it all goodbye, tonight you've never been more alive

Dinner @ Ikea w Melvin Junjie Kenneth earlier on. Finally had the meatballs after like 2184518631413 years :) Spent quite awhile at Topman looking at almost everything there ($43 plain neon belts, floral shorts, primary school shorts HAHA, 'Dev's' red shirt etc.), where we started playing Guess The Price ahaha. Walked around Tamp 1 abit more, and I almost succeeded in taking someone's lingonberry jam home, damn!

Omg I'm craving for more meatballs now D:
& screw the home-based learning wtf! 6 hours of it everyday?!?!
Looking forward t Teo Heng tmr woohoo :D

20090706

I'm finding me out, I'm having my doubts



"The biggest mistake you can make is doing nothing because you’re scared to make a mistake."

So boring!!!!!!
Stupid Computing bonus question zzzZZZzzz

Give me therapy, I'm a walking travesty



Is this a need or a want?

20090704



I feel so sad I feel like eating Ikea meatballs now ):

Don't be so sentimental, this love was accidental



I hate the fact that I'm starting t like it.
Where did our minds go?
Where did my heart go?
We'll never know, I'll never know

20090702

What a waste, where did the time go?



WOOHOO CTS ARE OVER FOR ME!!!
But damn I this happiness is only going t be temporary, I know I'm so gna get screwed when the papers come back =/

Shopped around w Bev Seewei Wenxin Eugene after school @ Bugis & watched them study awhile. Damn it's really damn long since I last shopped. I need more $$$!

Anw I'm loving All Time Low's new album :)
I got the leaked version though, cos it's only due t be out on the 7th :X

Looking forward t tmr night :D