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20090630

Move along, move along like I know ya do

Dunman High Hostel got 1st H1N1 case!
Woahwoahwoah.. but it came a lil too late right? D:

Computing CT = KILLER
We were still damn happy it was open book. Turned out the questions are like omfg.

Had terrible gastric today ): Studied at Tamp library till 8+. Ahhh Maths!!! ):

20090627

So just call me crazy, say hello then goodbye



I used to be love drunk
But now I'm hungover

Still having slight concussion from the aftermath of Thurs O.O
Skipped the flea market and instead spent today studying ):
1 more day before my nightmare starts, can't wait for next Thurs :)
I'm beginning to like it

20090626

I still find it hard t believe Michael Jackson died ):
I still remember my p sch teacher showing us his music videos, I think she was a hardcore fan of MJ haha. Then last year during the end of the year I got addicted t his vids & songs after Zile showed us his imba dance moves online. And also after S.H.E covered his Billie Jean. And I kept spamming his songs after that, people thought I'm crazy ahahaha.

When my mum called t tell me the news cos I was outside, I thought she was scamming me. Cos he was like a living legend t us, although I heard news about him losing weight rapidly weeks ago, but he's also gonna start his comeback concerts. But wow, I kinda feel sad for the concert organizers too, cos one of his tix cost around $700, and they're all sold-out concerts woah.

R.I.P

20090623



Forget about it; today was a good day :)

20090622

But I can't hold on to you



Sorry, but I think I'm such a great disappointment.
I'm losing this fight, again.
I can't keep relying on this again and again.
Omg once I came home from school I immediately went online t CNN t check the results of the extended holidays.. AHHHHH I'M SO DISAPPOINTED. I'm gna get screwed srsly =/

20090621

Could've been, should've done



Can't keep living with a feeling
That I'm giving up
Everything for you

20090620

She shot the bullet that ended that life

I know why my mood sometimes damn guailan already!
Cos I didn't shop at all during this holidays. FML
I'm always outside, but I don't get the chance t shop, or nothing catches my eye. D:

But, I'm starting t like things I used t hate alot =/

Just like I always wanted, but I'm so sorry



I was a dreamer before you came and let me down

20090619

Every chance we have seems to go up in smoke

This 2/3 days was a rollercoaster ride for me. Was kinda busy too, and I'm lazy t type everything out. Now looking back, I feel abit stupid for last night =/ It's always back t square one. I'm sorry for mistaking some stuffs too argh, but really, thanks for everything.

I think today will be the last day I'll be going back t school for the holidays? Hmm.. I think we created quite a din today :X Bennu cheerleading briefing/pract at Bev's house was fun, but it was damn freaking scary too holy shit!

Busy weekend ahead, should I hope for extended holidays?

Let what you said, I shouldn't think too much about it, and just let it go.

20090615

You made up, dressed up, messed up plans I set in stone


Maybe, maybe..

PW survey today @ City Hall MRT, in the end most of us were late hahaha! At least we finally did some shit during this holidays :) After that lunch w Anvea and walked around. Saw quite a few Dunmanians around, and Candice Wee again, she shocked me from behind while I was in LJS. Talked about alot of random stuff w Anvea over lunch, such as my sleeping position on the Taiwan coach -.- She finally went t get her wallet, hahahah we found it cheaper but it still costs a frigging bomb can.

Went over t Joanne's house for Wii :) Omg & we met Sean at the bus stop haha! The others were alr there busy playing and we found Szuyee in sweat once we reached.. Played tennis, bowling which I owned Zhijie & Anvea (HAHAHA IN BOWLING SOMEMORE) but lost t Szuyee in the last minute, Mario Kart w Cheryl (Rainbow Road HAHAHA), Guitar Hero: Aerosmith. We got so hooked on I Hate Myself For Loving You on hard mode, cos we kept dying at the start, then we wanted t see who can survive till the chorus hahaha! In the end Szuyee played the whole song, but he failed himself right before the end cos he thought the song ended and the spammed the whammy bar HAHAHA. Zhijie died at 6% cos he missed everything LOL, and we realised if you don't press anything, it'll be 8% O.O Ok Mario Kart was crazy too, cos they made us play Rainbow Road where we kept falling off the tracks, then all the other characters lapped us like mad, and my character was Baby Peach in a pram somemore HAHAHA.


Condom chocolate :D

20090614

Broken because she's no good at anything



Study session w Mayping just now :)

I think my progress is real slow.. and we were sitting by the glass windows, so I kept looking out at people walking around, yeah it's pretty distracting. Saw quite some Dunmanians, on the way there and even when I was in the toilet HAHA.

So I was looking out again, then sudd this whole group of Kirin people appeared O.O At first none noticed us at all hahaha. I called Weihong t say hi t him haha, but majority still didn't know we're staring at them. After that, they all started crowding near the window. And they slowly started t notice us LOL. I think most of them couldn't recognise MP too cos of her hair aha! In the end we were like zoo animals in an enclosure HAHA -.-

Anw, the double choc ice-blended was killing my throat. It's really too sweet.

Have t sleep early tonight, finally my group is doing some PW for the first time during this holiday. Then meeting Anvea t walk around awhile, then t Joanne's house :) Omg so tomorrow I'll be slacking whole day long damn.

You didn't give up; Restart the countdown once again
Sorry this is becoming a habit, although it's only 3-weeks-long so far

20090613

All along, not so strong



Run, run, run away
Lost, lost, lost my mind


So sick of everything.

More Than A Love Song

Studying in school today was more like a mini-2J gathering aha! :D Nostalgic much?

Studying at sucha crazy time actually helps.. better than me waking up just in time for lunch at home HAHA. But meanwhile.. I've have t drag my ass t Woodlands (Republic Poly) by 8.30AM tomorrow, damn. And I can't go down t Flea.Fly.Flo.Fun which is tomorrow too argh.

Anw, I cut/trimmed my own fringe! Cos it's kinda wasting $$$ if you just wanna cut straight shorter right? And my Facebook comments are like wtflol hahaha.

20090611


Thank you,

20090610

Crash & Burn

Is this in my head, I don't know what I'm thinking


We way we talk

I'm beginning to get addicted to this daily fix
Maybe it's my brand of dope, it's up in my veins
Although I know I'll suffer from the after-effects sooner or later

Are you afraid of being alone, cos I'm lost without you

20090609

The glitter's all wet, you're all chrome


And my eyes, they despise you for who I am
But my heart refuses to listen to my head
I think I'm caught in between

Running from lions, never felt like such a mistake


Get me out of this place, before I cause more damage

Thank you, for making me finally realize the meaning of it.
You make me feel so liberated, about my thoughts, dreams and such.
I'll work hard.

20090608


So what you see is what to be said an entry level test leaked from Russian army. Here is the translation: “Six questions that help to identify any hidden psychological diseases young soldier might. If the soldier can’t see the number in one of the 6 circles on the test picture, the he likely might having:

Can’t see circle 1: High agression, proneness to conflict, the recommendation is to add more physical excercise and cold showers.

Can’t see circle 2: Possible low than average intellectual abilities, can’t serve with sophisticated equipment.

Can’t see circle 3: Possible debauchery, soldier should get increased daily ration, should get more physical activity tasks, should not be connected to food supplies, etc.

Can’t see circle 4: Possible inclination to violence, can be assigend as a leader to his unit, as he can preserve discipline.

Can’t see circle 5: Possible latent homosexuality. Can be light uncontrolled accesses of attraction to the same sex.

Can’t see circle 6: Possible schizophreanic tendency. Required additional inspection.

Every soldier should be tested before assignment, according to the order #2299.”


...
WTF I CAN'T SEE #5 OMG I'M LES

What can a love song provide? Nothing more.



My fingers hurt from pressing on the guitar strings,
but the chords strummed are too beautiful to resist.
One day, my fingers will be numb from the pain,
and the blue-black on my knee will heal too.

20090607

I got tired of waiting, wondering if you were ever coming around

Went t watch Terminator Salvation w Kelly, Gloria & a bunch of twats. Heard both positive and negative raves about of the movie before that, but overall it's still ok t me, but Kelly was complaining it was damn boring in the middle HAHA. Oh and I/we couldn't differentiate between Connor and Marcus, initially I still thought how come the same person can be at 2 different places at the same time LOL. But sitting on the first row gave me a terrible cramped neck by the end of the movie, and I felt like I was gonna get a heart attack cos of the LOUD sound effects.

Gloria Jeans w the girls after that, I was hungry, so we got enticed t get.. cup noodles! We carried them up t sit outside some random shop's floors in the mall, yes, we pwn.



I think we sat for a good 15 mins or more before the security caught us HAHA. I was thinking of funny convos t strike w the security (think: the school security guard LOLOL)

In the end had t rush back t catch the train, and thank god I caught the last train t Marina Bay, or so it says on the screen. Which means I never really took the last train back t Pasir Ris before? But it was still crowded, there was even Indian kids sitting on the train floor playing w tissue papers and balloons O.O

Omg anw I realised it's rly been awhile since I been t town. I didn't even know that Somerset's MRT escalators got revamped HAHAHA. And according t Glo, so did Orchard's MRT escalators. SHITTTTT I want t shop for GSS now >: But damn I need t start mugging too! I have been slacking my ass off this whole week omg I suck.

20090606

The phrase that breaks a heart into two



Because some people hang on when they should really let go.

20090605

A strawberry avalanche crashed over me



Why didn't I just walk away? Oh right, because I'm an idiot.

Your skin and bones, turn into something beautiful

Popping Godiva chocolate pearls into my mouth makes me happy ^^
(Yes Gloria it's from you & I still have more than half of them!!)


I miss this too.

Today,

will be the last day I'll be sleeping at 2+ in the morning for this holidays.

Once I get up later, I need t get my ass up t start some real work, after almost wasting this whole week away.

20090604

Reminding me nothing of you

Would I let my thoughts surround you

Electric City



I'm like getting into a trance listening t BEP's new album.
But I'm loving the Auto-Tune and the electropop styles they've used.

Absence Is a Presence

20090602

Manage me, I'm a mess


Thank you for the past week, for accompanying me through this rollercoaster ride.
I don't know what would have happened otherwise.
Thanks for tolerating all my shit, when I'm stuck in this f'ing rut.
& thanks for everything, it helped, in a way or another. :)
I really need t make good use of this holiday, especially the first week.
Cos I'm the only one that can save myself.

Don't know if I should hate you or miss you
Damn I wish that I could resist you