Russian Roulette is not the same without a gun

And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying

Last day of work at Taka tmr, mixed feelings :/
+ I wna go countdown @ CZM's hse tmr! W Kelly Glo Ahlong JJ Zile Sean etc. Still trying t persuade my mum :( Ahlong jst now called me t listen t me persuade my mum & give suggestions -.- & he wanted t record my convo LOL.

Reached home at 3AM last night from my company's buffet, had cups of fruit punch mixed w vodka, played Polar Bear, Big Fish Small Fish, Pictionary etc. The forfeits were like ewww.. Meihui had t kiss Ming's belly button HAHA.

Happy last day of 2008, time flies.

Cause all we had is broken like shattered glass

Wtf I hate myself for having f'ing gastric problems ):
Last night I had f'ing terrible gastric pains & I started rolling + tearing on the bed. Yeah & I couldn't stand the pain anymore then I jst went t the toilet t puke. And I ended up in the toilet for nearly 2 hours. It's not fun t sit infront of the toilet bowl at 1/2+AM -.- But thanks for accompanying me on the phone though, at least I know tt I'm still alive then LOL.

Didn't dare t eat alot of food today, had porridge for lunch & ypmf for dinner, but my tummy felt damn heaty like it's on fire~ Venecia came t find me t get stuffs for Philo & Ming for the party cum buffet tmr & last min shopping for her, but I got a F21 wallet for myself too in the end -.- Oh & Yulenda came back! Miss her + the rest loads man, think the nxt time I can see them is during the chalet though.

Damn think imma die tmr, have t clear everything in the science lab & move t the bookshop, & hundreds of books are f'ing heavy. & guess I can't eat much for buffet tmr, plus I srsly hope my gastric pains won't come back tmr ):

No pain inside, you're like perfection

Are you a heartbreaker?
Maybe you want me for the ride.
I pray to God you're not a heartbreaker.
This time around I won't survive.
'Cause if I'm falling for a heartbreaker
And everything is just a lie
I won't be leaving here alive.
I might as well lay down and die.
I won't be leaving here alive.

I think I screwed myself upside down damn, if I didn't ask so much ):

Went for buffet today aft work, was freaking late & rushed my food in like half an hour. In the end I had indigestion & horrible gastric pains ): Still went t walk ard TM somemore.. was half dying then. But miraculously it became better aft I started shopping, Cotton On 50% sales :D Got some nail polishes too, my mum was testing out loads of colours HAHA.

Must watch my diet alr, I dn wna get stomach flu like I did last year, I think I puked like over 7 times overnight then.

Shall start updating starting from recent stuffs:

26/12

Full day shift @ Taka! Woah now my area's damn spacious, and they changed the gift bazaar t some kids bazaar -.- now there's like damn little ppl compared t before xmas, but the bad thing is there's no more gift wrapping counter, so we hv t gift wrap ourselves. But thanks Eugene for helping me wrap those stuffs must learn wrapping skills from you alr! Ohya I'm addicted t my blog song :D Played the song using Tivoli's speakers & I got Jackie & Junkai hooked onto the song too! Although our reasons for liking the song is for a damn wrong reason HAHA, at first they didn't get it too! Discussed abt the chalet during lunchtime too, now I'm so looking for it! + it's near my house hehe :)

25/12 (XMAS)

Met w Anvea t get Xmas presents, I'm like damn late, actually wanted t meet at 3 but in the end drag till near 4. Bused down t Orchard from City Hall, managed t avoid the xmas crowds cos imma pro - the benefits of working in Taka :) Went t visit those ppl working in Taka, then actually had dinner w Jackie & Benjamin but Ben had t leave first cos his boss came. Jordan then came down t find us, he got stuck at the crowds HAHA. Went down t Esplanade aft that for err, dinner again LOL. Too bad Ronghui couldn't come.





Love the sweet wine :)

24/12 (XMAS EVE)

Night out w the girls :) This one's more imba, we're supposed t watch Bedtime Stories @ 6.10pm, but at 6 I'm still at Pasir Ris HAHAHA. Turned out everyone was late & didn't watch it in the end, thank god Bev didn't pay for the tix yet. Wanted t go Fish & Co for dinner but the queue was *&^%$#@ long so went for Sakae Buffet :D Thx Jackie for coming down t find me & Bev haha! I think I wasted alot of food cos I kept dropping food all over the table & floor like the tofu & sushis -.- I also wonder how I did that. Stuffed ourselves real full but still managed t eat the dessert - Strawberry Smile :D

Cabbed down t Timbre cos it was raining heavily. Shiying came t meet us soon at Timbre. Shall quote from Glo's blog since I'm lazy t type LOL:

Timbre was crowded and so in the mood! We ordered lychee freeze, mango margarita, apple martini, pina colada, bloody mary and sex on the beach. Everything was relatively yummy except for that damned bloody mary! tabasco+pepper+salt+tomato+vodka = YUCK.

I love Sex on the Beach :D

Yeah the Bloody Mary sucked balls, we had t play zhongjimima HAHA, but Kelly finished all in the end woah. Ordered 1/2 roast duck & 1/2 buffalo chicken pizza, damn yummy esp w all those cheese :) The live band was great too, I like their rendition of Neyo's Closer. But their countdown was late though LOL. Left at ard 12+ but camwhored along some deserted street where we had t avoid cars knocking us down & ended up leaving near 1 HAHA. Took MRT back w Shiying, was so tired by then & yeah the bus interchanged was closed, as in even all the lights were off -.- So we had t cab back! Cost me ard $7+ cos of the midnight surcharge SCAM SIA.





















+ more pics still w Shiying!

Wasn't expecting any alcohol, but yeah things happen :)

Damn my fingers hurt now, from plucking & strumming Chasing Cars, I'm still quite slow in changing chords gosh.

Like Christmas lights, oh what a sight

Ho ho hopefully
This holiday will make us believe that
We're exactly where we're supposed to be
And we're ho ho hoping that we all come back
And as a matter of fact I know we're exactly where we're supposed to be
Together by this Christmas tree

The only place you wanna be is underneath my christmas tree

Everyone's doing last minute xmas shopping, from what I can see in Taka. It's crowded like *&^%$#@! + the queue is damn imba. Met Sam and Veron there coincidentally, Veron couldn't recognise me cos my hair was clipped up haha.

Went back t school today for the CS buffet hehe :) Back t the Tanjong Rhu campus aft 2 years & there's bubble tea + Old Chang Kee at the bus stop on the way t school :D There's Homecoming rehearsal today, so there's quite some ppl in school too. Toured ard the new campus & WOAH there's 16 food stalls in the canteen! & each stall's space is damn big sialah. The hall's also air-conditioned & there's a big indoor court, I think for bball. The haunted ex-CO toilet doesn't seem haunted anymore aft they re-renovated the whole thing. Went t watch the rehearsal in the hall for awhile then left w Anvea t Orchard.

Met w Joanne in Taka too then went t Kino t get some stuff & Anvea got her xmas cards there, the queue was like OMGWTF too. Anw I brought a damn big bag today & I didn't leave it at the security area as supposed t. So I took a damn big Taka bag & put my bag inside then emptied the contents of my bag t cover the bag. Isabel also took the damn big bag t put her stuffs & thank god the security didn't rly check man. But the sight was damn funny, cos me & Isabel were holding bloody big bags bigger than us LOL.

Die the xmas cards are still erm, kind of undone & I didn't even get a single xmas present yet good luck t me alr.

I thought I've gotten over it but apparently not, esp aft today damn, screw myself for having no guts :(

I don't believe Adam and Eve spent every goddamn day together

Major lack of sleep this week, holidays are meant for sleeping~ and I think Imma fall sick wth! Idk why but I sense a fever coming up nonono not esp when I have work & xmas is coming T.T

Anw work yest (Fri) was fun! It was Sec 1 orientation at the school, so I found Anvea Jordan Melvin Kenneth Tsunleong Beiqin t help out, they're a crazy bunch like wth. Melvin actually said fuck like idk how many times, out loud & even infront of Diana -.- Then the guys started getting high w trolleys, esp at the ramp leading t the canteen, they even played choochootrain = no childhood LOL. & they played time attack, w the books stacked high up, t see how fast can they push the trolleys t the canteen. Wtf the books kept dropping & I had t rewrap quite a number of those broken packagings, thanks ah.

Me Pamela Kenneth were assigned t the bookshop, meaning there's aircon :) The guys are damn funny, they were complaining abt another couple working there, & they're f'ing slack even the guy damn gu niang wtf they think they coming here t date, they were zipai-ing while we all were slogging our asses off. Then they all went t complain abt them t Diana LOL.

After work didn't go Ehub w the rest though. Anvea walked home while I took MRT w Kenneth cos I had t go t work @ Taka. Wth I think the Multiple Choice boss is crazy alr but too bad she can't control me & I won't accept her treats & succumb t her damn bribery! Idk why but I always never rly meet the Taka managers so phew :) Pepper Lunch for dinner w Bev Jolene Joyce Jackie Deston then Gloria Jean's aft work w Yulenda Jolene Isabel Deston :) I think Gloria Jean's like our fave hangout alr, but I think the standards dropping like wth! Must be cos of those part-timers they hire man.


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Gna try 'drawing' other stuffs :)











Anw I thought I was gna die for work today, cos I felt rly sick, damn running nose + sore throat coming up I think. Diana was shocked cos I spammed loads of pkts of tissues in my bag then I started taking all out HAHA. Me & Isabel went nxt door t do stock count & we got high w the songs blasting from my phone :D Too bad the loudspeakers there dn work!

Went Ikea w Isabel aft tt! Had t give the chicken wings there & Botak Jones for dinner a miss cos I rly dn feel well. Can't believe we've known each other for like more than a decade! :D Went t walk ard browsing room layouts tt we liked then got some stuffs too, Isabel got a pack of 6 small cups, and it's so small you can just finish drinking in one gulp! Went home t sleep HAHA while Isabel practised guitar then met again for guitar lesson. Learnt more chords & damn my fingers are quite sore now. Learning Jay Chou songs soon!

Half psychotic, sick, hypnotic

I'm damn bloody shagged! Been sleeping at 2++AM & waking up at 7/8++AM almost everyday for this week T.T OT at Taka till 1AM last night/morn, I was like half dead alr by then.

Anw Anvea Jordan Melvin Tsunleong Beiqin came over t Popular for training today alr. Wtf Melvin & Jordan talk cock can make ppl cry, Pamela was damn amused by them (+ their excessive use of vulgarities) HAHA. Today was quite slack too, was dozing off before that. But it's damn busy at Taka there're loads of ppl doing xmas shopping right now. Anw ty Jackie for the Chewy Junior! :) Damn long since I last ate one I bet Kelly misses it too hehe.

I think I'm screwed too I hvn't practised guitar at all for this week.

Time t restock on marshmallows! :D

Your scent is like a drug to me

I'm so dazzled by Twilight :D
Srsly the pics online doesn't do justice t the actors in the movie!
The vamps rly look white & I didn't expect Eric t be played by a good looking American of Korean heritage!



Not bad hor? The girls behind me were waiting for the creds t see his name LOL. Me & my sis were amused by the sound effects when Edward sparkles under the sun haha! I rly love the movie! The girls are pretty & guys are charming too, esp the doctor! But imo Jacob's still abit weird leh, w the hair and such.

Anw the movie premium's a scam lah wts! But the thing I like is tt I got the Twilight official movie postcards!!!



Nice screen sia hehe went in like 15mins earlier cos free seating!

Went t Taka aft tt t visit those working there - Bev, Junkai, Lisa, Joyce! Speaking of which I hv t work OT at Taka till like 12AM++ tmr O.O

Ohyeah went out t meet Anvea Jordan Ronghui yest, Jordan bought stuffs back for us! He treated us t Bolt too :) It's quite nice for an animation movie which I normally won't watch. Rushed down t meet Yulenda afterwards & was late paiseh! Walked ard Orchard for awhile then finally decided t go down t Taka t visit those working at tt time! Went home w them aft tt :) I can't rmb much alr oops..



BIG SIA + whack ppl's head pain leh haha


Bev & Yulenda!

Yulenda!

Anw, just saw this stuck on my cupboard, according t my sis my mum stuck this up yest only O.O


(click t +) Obv mine's the one on the left, eh I think my handwriting too ownage alr LOL and the leaves... idk why they're like black too HAHA

I love work @ Taka! Shall cont later hehe go bathe first

EDIT: Paiseh for lack of updates hv been out whole day for the past few days! Hopefully will update aft I come back frm Twilight tmr :)

Like she had an overdose

Zhenzhen is a happy kid :D
I won tix t catch the sneak preview of Twilight!!!
But then I realised sneak prevs of Twilight are avail starting tmr -.-
BUT, Imma get the movie premiums too!!!!!!!!! ♥

Got scammed by tt $6.20 dinner! Thank goodness another promoter (idk her name oops) helped me t finish hehe. Found out quite some stuffs while working at Taka today, some good some terrible, but actually, I also can't do much right?

So let me go
Just let me fly away
Let me feel the space between us growing deeper
And much darker every day
Watch me now and I’ll be someone new
My heart will be unbroken
It will open up for everyone but you
Even when I cross the line
It's like a lie I’ve told a thousand times

Let me feel the space between us growing deeper

What is never meant t be is never meant t be.
I don't get why some ppl jst try so hard although nothing will work out.
I'm one of them anw.

But I don't understand why some ppl can behave like another person in front of guys, t me it jst shows tt you're flirting w them, like you're plain desperate. Sorry but imo, this disgusts me. (Actually not only me ha)

Meanwhile I still love working at Taka :)

My thoughts you can't decode

I just went t collect my Taka pay frm Venecia :D
I love working at Taka!
The people working there are nice & the environment is not bad too :)
But I dn wna come t work early if I'm working the morn shift - there's some weird ritual every morn & yeah there's some Taka theme song or sth O.O Arrived for work this morn at 9.30 when I'm only supposed t reach at 10 cos she says I'll always be late -.-

I realised some promoters are quite scandalous ah... hehe :)
& there're always ppl feeding me w gossips too!
Accompanied Lisa t find suitable belated bday gifts for her bf, I think it'll end up quite nice! I still connect my phone t the speakers t blast music, tt time we played the Korean singing Touch My Body & We Belong Tgt haha!

Working at Taka tmr whole day: 10am - 10pm!
I'm always taking the last few trains back, esp the last train if I work till 10.30pm. Then I'll always hear this at the station when I get off at Pasir Ris: "There is no more train service at this station. Good night!"

Oh I need t pract guitar too.. learnt Jingle Bells today HAHA.

I guess I'm dreaming again

This is damn WTF LOL. Provided tt I can only use the comp nowsdays like aft 12am & I'm down w flu! Go Paramore!!!

Work today at Taka was damn busy! New stocks came in while I was choosing songs w play through the speakers, cos Chee Ho wanted some clubbing music O.O Thank god Jackie & the girl promoting Multiple Choice mugs came t help w the price tags & arrangement of stuffs! Realised tt phone calls can be connected t the speaker t be blasted out cos Eugene called then we erm, tried HAHA. Finally had dinner at 8+ w Jackie aft clearing those new stocks. Went back w Deston & his friend, they're friendly ppl :)

Byebye working from like 9.30am - 10.30pm tmr again! 2 jobs~

Just beat it

Now I can only come online after midnight!
Unless I don't have t work in the morn. Will be working at Taka till 10/10.30pm every night.. caught the last train home t Pasir Ris jst now.

But working at Taka is fun! Made many new friends & their taste of music genres are similiar t mine too! Cos one of shelves beside mine is selling audio products, so today I plugged in my handphone t blast music :D Jackie & Junkai listens t Paramore!!! Haha Junkai also listens t Dragonforce & loads of music I thought local ppl won't listen t. Played MJ for awhile too HAHAHA.

Oh, Anvea Joanne Yixin came t visit me, they all agreed eyecandy is goodlooking haha! Then aft tt Venecia & her friends came down too! Today's sales are quite good, sudd the shelves have plenty of empty spaces :)

Yay I dn have t go eat alone anymore :) Went t eat & walked ard w Ina yest, she was showing me her fave perfume fragrances, then went for dinner w Lisa & Jackie today. Went home w Lisa & tt other guy I can't rmb his name cos I dn rly talk t him but he's erm, scandalous LOL.

Omg I'm so damn tired now... but I still wna bathe. & I'm still chatting on MSN, w ppl like Mingjun, he came t ask me for job lobangs haha! I want t get my pay damn!

So much for my happy ending

Dad got me a laptop! :D
But I'm supposed t share it w him for his soccer-betting sites LOL.
Not a Macbook though, my dad says it's quite useless & yeah, it can't use alot of applications since it's Mac not Windows.

I went t play Karaoke Party once I got this lappie hehe.
Finally I can record down my scores can, can't believe I wasted like how long playing w/o a mike -.- I think all my neighbours can hear me HAHA cos I'm in the living room! Byebye I have t work 2 jobs tmr!