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20080830

You’re on my heart just like a tattoo



Went t my aunt's house early morn t visit my cousin's babies :)
So many of my Malaysian relatives came back too, but they're all like much older than me except for those super young kids. Lunched there & rushed back t Pasir Ris t study. Turned out that I was the earliest though I was late for 20mins. Venecia saw me while her bus passed by me HAHA!

Kenneth left his phone on the bus. Had t go find ppl for the SBS no. for lost & found items. When he called w my phone the first few times, the number was busy -.- Think his phone now also no chance t get back since he cancelled his number alrdy.

Studying was quite condusive though :)
4 tables O.O
Despite Anvea's occasional talking cocks LOL.
Dinnered @ Bernard's Kitchen I WNA CRY!
I only had like the first mouth then a stupid fly flew into the gravy and got stuck there WTF. Kenneth was like laughing his ass off -.- Had t dig out the fly w my fork ewwwww anw think I'm so going t get tummyache/food poisoning boo.

Anw this week was quite eventful!
Met cute Jap guys who we had difficulty trying t communicate w.
4B dressed as pirates & got first! :D
Went back t PRPS & tuition centre though didn't see much ppl ):

But RIP t Rambo! ):
Pronounced dead on 290808, missed dearly by Blitzkrieg & more.

Haha bye off t study abit more pics + more updates next time

20080825

Cause you're hot then you're cold

Short post before I go off t do abit of maths :)

Today 4B was having this mini-discussion for the movie theme t wear on Fri.
There's loads of retarded but funny ideas eg. Lagaan O.O
Then someone suggested Secret & Hanmeng went t imitate LuXiaoYu w a bowtie by using the sch tie LOL.


Bev's one during assembly today haha

Anw our fishy's still alive, the guys call it Rambo haha.
But it seems like it has not enough oxygen & wasn't in a good state when I left class today though ):

Bye shall go do maths (:

20080824

These lines: so well rehearsed


Mmmm.. hungry?

The sky's been pouring for the weekend so didn't go out at all too.
Didn't too anything much too, perhaps only maths?
Rainy days are great for sleeping :)
& t daydream? Idk.

Watched part of the Olympics closing ceremony just now.
Aww, the fireworks were damn pretty.
But all good things come t an end.

After talking late last night online, kinda realised some stuffs.
Although it's somewhat tough for me, I will listen t the advice :)
Or not I'm rly slowly killing myself ):
Don't want history t repeat itself again, just this time round diff person, diff settings. Don't wna screw myself heads over heels again. So this time round I'm not gna give a damn.
I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words



Plain + strawberry-filled marshmallows. Sigh

I look up to the sun
It only hurts my eyes
Maybe it's the answer
I've been wanting in disguise
The more you are with me
The more that I'm alone
I don't need the answer I already know

20080823

Cause we don't give a damn what they say

Busy week, brought my gloomy bear out of the house finally :)
4B's phototaking is still postponed till idk when.
Trying t rush my TYS ): Think I'm like in love w maths
My prom poster's finally up ard the sch, w Mayping's one haha, mine's the darker version (?)

Hope the fishy's still alive when we go back t class on Mon.
Finding Nemo haha.



Bring on the rain, bring on the thunder
I thought we could wait for the fireworks
I love you but you treat me like shit
Last night I dreamt that you smsed me

20080816

Wish we knew this from the start



Watching Olympics now badmintion CHINA VS CHINA LOL O.O
It's like they're delibrately letting each other win
21-10 and 12-21 so far.

Wna go out t study laterrrrrrrr~ but so many ppl cmi ):
Got like, 4+ tests next week!

Anw shit my sms inbox is full!
& omg yest those who saw my smses were laughing nonstop can -.-
Like Anvea, Yuhui, Jordan, Kenneth, Tsunleong, Ronghui shit man.
Esp Yuhui, he kept asking funny questions LOL O.O

Anw the chips Kelly intro-ed t us are damn yummy!
Went t buy aft school & others who tried it also said they're nice haha.
Some idiot went t take my packet & distributed ard -.-

Chatted w Felicia & Yilin outside drinks stall!
Talked abt random stuffs & gossiped for awhile :)
Kinda of miss 2J, Fel misses ppl teasing her LOL.
Now Yilin owes both of us money hehe!
& I heard some stupid rumour abt me like wthhhhhhhhh can -.-

Need t start mugging w/o distractions :)
Anw my sis is getting me RIOT! :D

20080812

But for you I'd burn

If I painted a tear, would you figure it out?


How I wish that all never happened mths ago
Don't think you rmb it but this is tearing me apart

20080811

Now fate is pulling me away, from you

Holy shit my horoscope for today:
August 11, 2008
OMG you will not believe what's in your forecast for tonight, Cancer! Everything you've been hoping for lately is about to come true! Your patience totally paid off. Let that be a lesson to you for next time!


Just came back from study session w Kenneth & Melvin.
Managed t get my maths done (kinematics & matrices) wooo~
Kenneth went t buy strawberry & choc sundae then he started going crazy & went t mix my green tea w sugar + coffeemate (LOL) + sundae. Then he scammed me into drinking it aft he added chilli (!!!) Think at this rate we'll all gna get diabetes HAHA.

Anw here's abt 090808 National Day!
Met w Bev earlier t get Kelly's present! Had t bluff Kelly that I was late & still at home HAHAHA but yeah that will be quite true for me normally oops X: Then met w Kelly & lunched at Sakae, shared the paper steamboat or sth. Went off t find places t view the airshow + fireworks. Padang had some event going on so we settled at the bridge. Waited for like 3/4+hrs can, after that the bridge was like cordoned off so everyone was crowding outside lol.

The airshow this year is damn nice!
Makes everyone feel like marrying a pilot :) (HAHA BEV!)
& we kinda of left before the actual fireworks began but we saw it while walking!
Pretty shit I tell you, but it's nth compared t the Beijing Olympics duh.

Dinner @ Cafe Cartel & Glo came t meet us w the surprise cake for Kelly!
Kelly was kinda shocked of the present we gave her cos before that we bluffed her it was Bev's & me & Bev kept wearing it hehe.
















It was drizzling slightly but look at the crowd!


Happy 43rd bday t Singapore!
Happy NC16th t Kelly Tan!


Our wedding rings during Cross Country @ Changi Beach!


We didn't even go for the fun run/walk at all LOL.
Went t get ice-cream too X:

Love ya Kelly hope you guys did manage t find Haji Lane!

20080805

I'm worse at what I do best

Saw my daily horoscope from alloy.com:

August 05, 2008
You can't lie to yourself forever. You like him too, and pretending otherwise is just not a good way to go. You know you're going to have to break it to your BFF sometime. Just make sure you're honest with yourself!


Then sudd I thought of what I told Anvea yest. Holy shit no way man. This is so not going t repeat itself all over again ):

Anw today was quite a boring day w the symposium crap, think my life after school hours are much better than that -.- Heard abt some bad stuffs, but the culprit(s)' quite obv anw. Talked t Qianye online just now & was complaining abt some stuffs, I feel damn biased now HAHA X:

Quote of the day: "My balls are bigger than Jupiter!"
(Not by me duh LOL)

20080804

You've never been so used as I'm using you, abusing you

Everything's like so damn screwed up I guess.
The process & everything else was fun, but we didn't rly think abt the consequences. Until it kinda went overboard. Damn the consequences. I still have no guts t face it ):

But I'll still have t deal w it anw, sooner or later.

Here's a plaster for you anw, I think you'll need it:


You should've seen right through

20080803

I was burning up, to fall apart

I'm like, damn bored now.
Waiting for a certain idiot t come online t send me something for the whole day alrdy. That person's so gna get it man.

& I wna kill this stupid bitch, or rather kingkong HAHAHA X:
She thinks there's actually ppl reading her blog & damn her she's like just a blind follower *&^% her man.
She shd totally belong t PPG.


Anw check out this site!
It's much better than lovecalculator.com :)
But the qns are like.. erm weird haha.
http://lovecalculator.ws/calc.php?s=1217772096&type=pro

Haha bye looking forward t tmrrrrrrrrrrrrr
(But there's mock UN conference oh damn)

Guess my 11:11 wishes are slowly coming true..?
But I'm numb now :)

20080802

Uh-huh, holy shit!

HAHA today is a damn funny day HAHA sry but can't expose the details but still, HAHAHAHAHA :D

Barcadi Breezer + Coffee Bean + ________ ftw :)
Must be cos of all the sugar rush from the coffee mixed w idk what & the phone calls OMG LOL CSI HAHA.

Think I'm going crazy soon from all these shit HAHA.
Think I gna be damn hyper & alert on Mon alrdy OMG LOL.

Go for the chance, go! Before it's too late! HAHAHA :D