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20080629

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out


Didn't do any hw this weekend, feel so slack zzz.
Maybe cos I alrdy finished my UN report :D thankyou
Wna stay back in school tmr, didn't stay back last week ):
My nose's still kinda blocked T.T

Never question it's love or not
Because if it wasn't, you wouldn't need to ask

Damn



Your eyes are the brightest of all the colours
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

20080628

Make your heart drop and come alive


We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway


Just so you know, some things happen when they're unexpected.
Maybe I shdn't hope too much, cos the disappointment might be greater.
Still love my blog song alot :)

Anw I'm sick ): Terrible blocked nose.
Ate too much (expired) chocolates I guess oops.
Shall carry my pink backpack on Mon too, cos it's damn AA haha.
Think I have some addiction t pink stuffs now damn, thanks t you. :)

Note t self: Maths differenciation test & bio viva this coming week!

You say the sweetest things
And I can’t keep my heart from singing
Along to the sound of your song
My stupid feet keep moving

20080627

You've got the spunk I've been looking for

Finally finished the damned UN report :)

Hope tmr's a good Friday w/o Kiw
+ the past few days have been good t me so far :)

Shall go get my beauty sleep now, hope I RMB T BRING MY FILE T SCH TMR(!!!)

20080623

I got your runaway smile in my piggybank, baby

We could, pack up and leave all our things behind
No fact or fiction or storyline
'Cause I need you more than just for tonight
You're oh, oh, all I care
I can't stop my breathing in
I'm weak and you were my medicine
I won't stop till I am under your skin




Turn it up, it's five minutes to midnight
You're coming home with me tonight
I can't get enough
Shakin' me up, turn it up

Alright, at five minutes to midnight
You'll see our name in city lights
We'll make the clock stop
Make your heart drop and come alive


Today is quite a good day :)

20080620

Cos I need you more than just for tonight

Girls day out






Snow ice :)
Reminds me of that time where I went Expo foodfair (+ Adidas fair) w random ppl before going t TW. Strawberry snow ice owns :D Clever ppl like me Kenneth Christopher will choose that haha.

Before that went ice-skating. I kept falling falling falling. The last time I fell, it was too fast & my ass hurted like *&^%$#@ can. Think I'm damn noob though, even Glo first-timer like me could skate like x4 my speed! Me & Glo made Kelly fall down cos she was guiding us hehe but she's damn fast, & Bev didn't fall at all~

Went t Fish & Co. for dinner, the size of the food there are like woah. Chatted in there till it's almost closing, then went t the space outside Dhoby Ghaut MRT t chat till I had t leave cos of Zoolympics. Thanks for the gloomy bear once again! :D





Zoolympics/Charlie's Snack



What's in/w the goodie bag


Charlie's 'snacks'



Charlie! He spat & pasted all the seeds t the wall w his saliva -.-

Finished my jianbaos alrdy, damn still have alot of hw undone T.T
Spending whole day at zoo tmr too, can't slack at all, busy day D:
Went t Tampines just now for dinner & t get chinese foolscap paper -.-

You're burning bridges baby
Make your wishes

You're a chance taker, heartbreaker,
Got me wrapped around your finger
:)

20080619

You're burning bridges baby


Ikea bear & gloomy bear


Kupped the zebra post-it from the zoo hehe X:

Girls day out on Mon, ice-skating :)
Zoolympix on Tues, Charlie's Snack.

Anw a big big big THANK YOU t Kelly Gloria Bev Zhiming for the gloomy bear! Love it loadsloadsloads ♥ DAMN CUTE :) Tho most say it's damn sadistic aha.

Update later, going out tmr, or rather later.


Yeah I'm the first to fall,
And the last to know
Where'd you go?

20080614

But I can't stay and you know I won't wait

Won’t someone stop this song?
So I won’t sing along
Someone stop this song
So I won’t sing a lovesick melody
It’s gonna get the best of me tonight
But you won’t get to me
If I don’t sing



Excellent cookies I sis baked for me -.- Thanks ah haha

Anw, EHub's like my second home now, kept going there these few days.
& I kept meeting Zhihui and Jolene there too haha.
Kept wasting money at the arcade, w those shooting hoop machines & Time Crisis III
(WHY NO TCII) But my Time Crisis skills improved hehe :D
Ohya, yest saw this pudgy guy wearing skinnies + pink shirt WTF.

Spent most the the late morn + early noon dl-ing hp games, made my own themes too, I think they're damn pretty :)

Went t walk ard w my mum at CS & TM, where my sis joined us at Mos Buger for dinner.
I think aft I came back from TW, I lost interest in shopping O:
I tend t keep comparing the stuffs here w their stuffs haha, & TW's 54237856235 times nicer!!!
But then Tampines doesn't rly sell any nice stuffs too -.-

Damn, haven't touched my hw since idk how many days.
Going back t zoo twice, going out on Mon and more t come~

Attention t those out there w broken hearts:
What's done alrdy's been done, no use crying over split milk.
But you all have t be strong & just accept reality,
we have t move on w life.
We were born w/o them, so why can't we live our lives w/o them?
You're the only ones that can save yourselves, no one else can help you,
if you don't wna help yourself.
Just let nature take its own course,
you just have t smile & live life the way it is.
Cheer up :)



It creeps in, like a spider
Can’t be killed, although I try and try to
But don’t you see I’m falling?

20080612

But just around the corner is not enough

A Cancerian has an excellent memory and a jealous nature. Because they can recall situations in their past very easily, it would be a tremendous mistake to ever be insincere to this person. To them betrayal is devastating, and it will take a very long time for them to forgive, and to top it off, they may never forget. Once emotionally wounded, there will always be a void in the relationship.

Part of some horoscope I saw.

The guys are finally back from HK, these days are damn boring, I wna go outoutout. ):
But next week's gna be damn busy.
Going back t the zoo twice.
I still wna go out & shop!!!

Feel like saying sth but guess I shdn't say.
Don't want mistakes t repeat themselves again.
Shall just keep my mouth shut.
你不知, 他不知, 她不知
Life can be less f'ed up too :)
不要再去想了
Cos the more I wish for sth, the more it'll slip away from me
Wish I could press rewind, just t a few days ago, a few weeks ago
Typing nonsense, cos it's like 1:11AM now
Forgot t make a wish at 11:11

20080610

Can't say I'm sad to see you go, cos I'm not

Went t Changi Airport T3 t study @ Coffee Bean.
Supposed t meet at 1, but guess what. I woke up at 1 -.-
Reached at like 3+ hehe.
Slacked & gossiped quite alot too, about funny couple combis & scary stories.

Finished my maths! (Left 1/2 a qn actly but my paper's not w me now)
Going t finish bio past year paper, gna rush all the other hw soon.
Anw, Belgium choc ice blended + white choc raspberry cake = SUGAR RUSH
Guess I'm gna get diabetes if this continues boohoo )':




Anw,
Happy belated bday Szuyee! (6/6)
Happy belated bday Zhihui! (6/9)
Happy bday Sam!


The guys are returning from HK today like finally, life's quite boring w/o them too :)

Think I've been thinking too much these few days.
To think that we'll regret
So we just take it back
These words & hold our breath
Forget the things we swore we meant

20080609

I candy coat and cover everything that I'm still hiding underneath

It's alrdy past lunchtime now but I haven't had lunch yet.
Sucking on tootsie roll lollipop now :)
Doing maths holi hw, shall finish it by today, have been dragging damn long alrdy.


Found this loot in my fridge, thanks t my cousin's hubby's mum

Cute herseys :D

Happy Herseys family

Happy Tootsie Roll family


真真 tissue paper from Mayping hahaha

Why do I put myself in these situations
I keep pushing myself even though I can't take it at all

20080608

Double your pleasure, double your fun

My sis is finally back from CO trip from HK & China, bought random stuffs back like cute notebooks!!! Went t E Hub just now, played arcade, mostly the dunking machine, managed t get 340 when I play combined woah that's my highest score (yeah sry I'm noob) Watched Kungfu Panda! Damn hilarious HAHA just reminded us of somebody hehe, btw Jackie Chan, Angelina Jolie, Lucy Liu dubbed for the characters inside woah. & we realised that the cinema seats got tables O.O

Went t the zoo for CIP (Zoolympics training) yest!
It was quite fun actually, quite glad I didn't pon cos the distance from Pasir Ris t Mandai is like wtf *&^%$#@ Thanks Linghong for the ride there too!



Come down and support me on the 21st haha!
I'm helping out @ the Croc Crawl~
But the games are rly retarded, the Kangaroo one is just standing broad jump O.O


My new best friend

& their genders are determined by the temperature during incubation period, for males it must be 31.6 degrees, for female lower temp. See CK I can still rmb :)



LOL KFC -.- I thought KFC loves chickens


The tiger which kept walking left 13 steps, turn, walk right 13 steps, turn & repeat.

*The guys just called me from HK!!! :D :D :D*


Horny red-assed baboons humping one another, apparently that's their custom of showing dominance LOL.


Females w swollen asses mean that they're ready t mate!

Went t the zoo shop & I bought this:

Damn cute right, pink merlion :D

Me & Ck volunteered for another date too, 17th I think, w Rachel & Jocelyn cos there's lack of helpers there. We're so kind hehe. Realised I kinda of drifted apart w 4B ppl this year cos I'm like always hanging ard w random ppl of other classes so yest was kind of great t interact more w the others too :) Found out we got common stuff we didn't know haha! :D

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Shall update about TW trip too :)
Photos here:
http://profiles.friendster.com/zhenzhenislove

Day 1
- Watched Kungfu Dunk & part of Cloverfield on the plane
- Went Ximending!!! Only had 1 1/2hr tho D: spent alot of $$$
- Cup noodles for dinner, CC Lemon! :D

Day 2
- Went t Zhonglieshi, watched the soldiers march O.O Quite boring actly
- Loads of Japs were there, one of them talked t me in Jap LOL
- Went t see giant rocks at some beach, Yeliu I think, the rocks there resembled some Queen's head & fairies' slippers -.- bought sand, keychains, seashells (Anvea) there LOL
- Went t Jiufen, took public bus up, damn squeezy tho
- Bought loads of candies, cute keychains there, saw black squid sausages, went this joke shop, a section dedicated t porno stuffs LOL
- Went t the farm @ Yilan where we stayed overnight, hotel room damn spacious :D
- Made our own tees w leaves & such, destroyed mine -.-
- Dinner was DIY, noodles, BBQ-ed w Anvea Aokun Liusaijuan's son LOL
- Went t make tiandeng (sky lanterns), wrote our wishes there, & let it off in the night sky + fireworks = DAMN PRETTY
- Went t write our wishes on bamboo sticks & hung them up :D
- Watched teachers, Aokun & some kid play pingpong, damn funny I tell you. Others were singing karaoke w oldies I've never even heard before -.-
- Watched Rolling Love on TV!!! 翻滚吧蛋炒饭! DT & Jiro's so hot!!! Me & Anvea were screaming like crazy can, think LPP who's staying opp us heard LOL

Day 3
- Went t some heritage centre where we shopped at 7-11 (LOL) & got cute pens at some gift shop
- Went t look at mountains -.- bus went ard mountain roads for hours can cry
- Went t some rock factory t see precious stones, changed money there
- Went t some lingzhi place, drank lingzhi tea, Anvea almost got scammed t buy Lingzhi for like SGD$100+
- Went t watch A-mei tribal performance, half-naked shuaiges dancing there :)
- Started sticking stickers at everyone's backs/hairs HAHA
- Stayed at some hotel in Hualian, shopped at the night market there

Day 4
- Went t climb Baxiandong, apparently there're 8 caves there
- Went t do some fortune telling thing w the machine, couldn't understand
- Me & Fel cont. all the way up, but halfway was cordoned off due t falling rocks
- Anvea found a baby bat at the shelter, Aokun picked it up w tissue
- Aokun tried t feed it water, accidentally dropped it on the ground, flipped it over, & managed t kill the poor bat T.T Named the bat Supau, the name of the drink he's holding then
- Had a mini-funeral ceremony for Supau, the teachers saw & were like ...
- Went t some beach where it's all rocks, no sand, the bridge has 9 arches too imba
- Started throwing rocks, pebbles and took 2 pebbles home hehe
- Went t some place where the water flows UPWARDS woah
- Stayed overnight in Zhiben, hotel got hot spring, bathroom water also hot spring water, went t 泡温泉 in our own hotel room toilets LOL
- Me & Anvea's room GOT INFESTED W MOTHS!!! Cos Anvea went t look at monkeys at the forest outside our balcony & she didn't close the door properly T.T
- Aokun came t our rescue! He's damn nice, he asked us not t be scared & he solo tried t get rid of them but kind of failed, so we went another room t sleep, but helped us bring our stuffs over too, thanks! :)
+ Anvea reminded me of this: We kept going opp t the guys room & ringing the doorbell which was birds chirping LOL I bet Aokun wanted t cry cos me & Anvea's room + Joanne Fel Yixin's room were side by side hehe

Day 5
- Went t Foguangshan, there's a giant Buddha & thousands of small Buddhas everywhere
- Went t Dream Mall @ Kaohsiung, the mall kinda of sucks, stuffs there were damn ex, but every floor had Luozhixiang's standing poster haha
- Went t take Hello Kitty ferriswheel! Had student discount by showing them our ezlink card hahaha! Got Hello Kitty cushion inside too!
- Went t night market there, saw ji dan gao for sale HAHA
- Hotel's right opp Kaohsiung train station woah, used their comp awhile t chat on MSN! Their keyboard is damn imba tho haha

Day 6
- Went t take some train, passed by heaps of cow dung (!!!)
- Went t moomoo farm & got cow sweets haha, almost nobody went t see the cows
- Went t Sun Moon Lake, the view up there's damn pretty!
- Went t Taizhong's night market, Joanne bought smelly tofu!! Everyone liked it can, except me, cos it rly smells & tastes like shit! But they all say either no taste/it's damn fragrant (!) Bought 鸡扒, but not the damn big one

Day 7
- Went t Fisherman's Wharf, where there'a a Lovers Bridge!
- The wind's damn big there, we even had difficulty walking across can
- Went t shop ard Fisherman's Wharf & bought tie dan, some eggs quite famous there, a shop there's selling keychains w diff sex positions can still can move somemore O.O
- Went t Taipei 101! Just walked ard, have t pay t go up t 80th floor & have t pay again t go 101th floor -.- Ate KFC, couldn't understand the menu & had t ask Aokun t help us order LOL
- TW KFC has eggtarts & their chickens are put in paper bags lol
- Met other DHS ppl there too! What a coincidence haha :)
- Went t Shilin, when it started raining heavily wtf, soaked t the core man
- Almost saw Zhengyuanchang! They're having autograph session for some upcoming drama, was abt t start when we arrived so we decided t shop, maybe can see them later. But 1 1/2hr later, went we came back, event ended alrdy -.-
- Me & Fel got separated from the rest, bought like 3 bags at Shilin can, damn broke had t borrow $$$ from others zzz
- Jiawei came t our hotel t find me & Anvea!!! W her mum & dad, treated us t the hotel's cafe cakes :D Chatted w her & her parents, she told us abt their sch performance & someone's singing HAHA. Jiawei's mum gave me a BIG BAG OF FOOD back t SG cos that time my mum gave her too, thanks! :D

Day 8
- Last day T.T Went t Gu Gong, some famous damn big museum
- Went t see historial artefacts, like the famous jade xiaobaicai w some insect on it -.- then had free time (1h) t walk ard so Joanne was showing us ard her home LOL
- Back t Taoyuan airport, had BK for lunch, their BK's much yummier than us, but they don't have swiss mushroom zzz
- Plane back, wanted t watch Step Up 2 but it's kinda screwed, so watched Vantage Point, damn exciting but was wtf-ing whenever they flashback t 12pm -.- Listened t songs too, had nice english songs like Simple Plan, Paramore etcetc
- Dessert for lunch was Haagen Daz strawberry ice-cream!!! :D

Yeah so it's like a week since I've returned from TW & I'm missing it alot. I wna return there every holiday can!

The people there're so friendly, stuffs there damn cheap damn nice (cute skulls everywhere!), 7-11 there damn nice spent like ard SGD$100 there can, didn't care much about the time there it's so relax there :) Missing the: cute green man running @ traffic lights, the nicenice cheap clothes & accessories, funny stuffs for sale, xiaomianyangs (scooters) on streets, watching BBT & HSH etc tv shows, eating cup noodles for supper & more T.T



I think people should stop anyhow hating one another w/o any reasonable reason. Like what Maggi the zookeeper told us, when the buying stops, the killing stops. Same thing, when the hate stop, the war will stop too. Not like I don't hate ppl, everyone knows I hate certain ppl but ok got reason one & it's not only me come on those ppl seriously suck balls & they're getting on my nerves. It's like when the leader of some clique hate someone, everyone else just follow too w/o having their own damn mindset, even when the person did no harm t them & they're like nice ppl. Even if I talk or interact w them, they'll be bs like O.O wtf? It's also none of their business anw we can talk t anyone we want t also, we don't need t report every single shit t you all, while you all will be talking behind ppl backs zzz. It's like some ppl agreed t go out w others but cos of some certain reasons, they rather ps them last min just t follow the leader -.- This kind of ppl can go home & suck balls, or rather stay at home w their asses infront of the comp whole day playing DotA zzz, whatever.

ZZZ it's over 12am maybe that's why I typed out a whole load of shit man, I don't care if the intended audience read it, anw it's meant for them, cos my blog's add on my msn nick too. Because of these hatred, everyone's becoming so jaded. Idc anymore if I get hated for hanging out w others just cos they bs them, no matter which class are they from, it's my life anw, you won't get any benefit from hating others too -.-

20080605

It's too close for comfort

Life's damn boring ever since I came back from TW zzz.
Although I went out almost everyday, life's still quite sucky.
Chatted w Ziyu just now though, hope he's well there w his excellent dream of someone (LOL) shit I'm too mean X:
Hope the guys in HK are enjoying themselves now :)

Decided t be as imba as Anvea, uploaded some the TW trip photos HERE.
Anvea's Friendster also have quite some photos of the trip.
Shall blog day by day events if I feel like it.
But I rmb our room getting infested w moths (WTF) but Aokun came t our rescue :D

Have t get maths done, chinese done, tidy all my stuffs.
& I haven't shopped in SG since GSS started ):
But then I'm like damn broke, owe like:
Joanne $46.30
Felicia $10
Venecia: $40/$50+
Jordan $10
& maybe more I guess D:
Come on fund me or else I can lock myself up at home everyday boohoo.

20080601

Don't waste your time on me you're already the voice inside my head

Finally back from Taiwan :D

But I miss TW alotttttttttt =
No more cheap stuffs
No more late night cup noodles suppers
No more crazy spending in 7-11s
No more sleeping unglamly on buses
No more meals w chinese teas & weird-tasting veggies
No more watching Channel V w Lollipop & Hesehuimeimei
No more sleeping over 1+ & waking up at 6+ t chiong & pack our luggages
No more ogling at TW shuai ges (hehe)
No more pasting stickers on one another's hair/back
No more sneaking t others' hotel rooms w the risk of LPP catching
No more playing w Aokun's laptop & doing funny stuffs w it
No more laughing like crazy over Aokun's 啥米~?
No more rushing back as the latest after shopping in night markets
No more trying t read weird chinese menus (LOL KFC)
No more calculating prices w hps & Joanne's conversion chart
No more going gaga over idols billboards & drinks w their faces on them

I miss TW like shit D:
Managed t see Jiawei during these 8 days though :)
Damn tired, slept ard 9+ and woke up like 1.30++ just now when my mum woke me up.
I miss the cheap & cute stuffs there, their stuffs are like 39245925625902 times nicer & muchmuch cheaper than SG can, and they have limited pieces for each clothing.

But I want more time for shopping, 1 1/2 hrs for night markets & Ximending is seriously not enough can. Not enough time t try the TW snacks too ): But managed t try smelly tofu but I was the only one who doesn't like it LOL. But TW has alot of porno stuffs also HAHA and they can just sell them openly.

Shall post more next time w pics too :D