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20080428

Hello, hello, is anyone home?

Fucking tired.

Wasted whole afternoon in school for practically nothing.
Went for CS concert's rehearsal, but damn me & Yixin forgot t go for 谢幕 which I came all the way t school for -.-

Before that went t eat ramen though.
Then went t sch, free buffet :D
Ate 5 choc cakes, tiramisu cake, eclair + drinks :)

Tried t study at canteen but wtffffffff.. met so many ppl LOL traumatized..
Then went up t library, tried t do all the questions in the maths textbook but almost like died or sth T.T
Did till we missed 谢幕 & when we came out, they're alrdy debriefing (...)

Went home tgt w other CS ppl, went t 7-11 on the way.
Omg damn funny we're like kupping alot of crackers then we just dumped into a plastic bag, but I spilled alot -.- then I threw those that dropped on the floor t the dustbin LOL. Szuyee Xinqian wanted t cry, Anvea was like wtf?! LOL. Yijianyi was so emo on the way home ):

Hi V! Since you wanted me t blog about you, here it is! You're damn crazy, your dreams are so sick omg, must be you thinking of too much sick stuffs whole day long hehe. Yes still owe you money I know, but no time t pass t you! T.T

Bio quiz + maths common test tmr ):
CS concert rehearsal Wed, reaching home @ 12AM+
CS CONCERT THURS

I want t :
be RICHER
go shopping/online shopping every week!!!
have longer hair
no pimples
pearly whites
pretty legs
SMART -.-
Guess it's impossible zzz

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Reply t tags:

yanci: You better love your bday present ok! :)
carmina: .. who are you?
gloria: Thanks alot, but idk what t do next yeah. Sorry for not replying t your smses too.
hotpadi: Thanks. Love you too :)
vea: Thanks :) Wlao, 2 rounds of tummuache zzz
fel-: Yes! Xieren coming too hehe
beverly: Thanks. Love you too :)

20080422

Where are your guts to fly

Happyhappy, Raju didn't came t find us today :D
But bio pract's tmr first period boohoohoo~
Lent alot of others my class notes t scan, too imba alrdy :)

Accidentally slammed the door today during lesson, but it rly wasn't intentional, I think the teacher thought I was rude T.T
Went t meet LPP then photocopied notes aft school, waited for the triple science t be released cos I had t return stuffs t Melvin & lend stuffs t Anvea.

Went t bball court t wait for the guys + watch them play.
Was damn hungry cos I haven't had lunch, only ate the dicklike pop-pop snack during LA lesson. But thanks t Kene, he let me kup his biscuits (Anvea kupped also haha) :) He was damn happy cos I saved one for him lol. Waited for Melvin & Jordan t finish their round, then went t Ghim Moh t eat.

But idk why, on the way, in the canteen, we met Binggirl & he followed us lol. Anw later Yilin called me to tell me that she & Mayping are waiting downstairs at my house for the LA notes LOL. Damn shocked O.O I think I can sell my notes alrdy, can become rich hehe 8)

Anw damn, just so you know, I'm not a desperate stalker & I don't like anyone. Don't give a shit t those rumours anymore.
Oh wait, maybe w the exception of my friends & family :)


I like the guy on the left's shirt :)

20080421

Cause if you jump I will jump too

Happy 15th bday t Yanci! :D
May your wishes come true & find your true love too hehe!

Guess what, I left my wallet in school zzz but my sister collected it from Kelly & Zhiming. Sneaked up the MRT behind Melvin, was so scared I got caught can. My mum came t my rescue later w my dad's ezlink LOL.

Went t Eighteen Chefs today again after school :)
Watched them eat cos I had no money w me -.- & I've alrdy eaten lunch in school but Anvea let me kup her food & we shared onion rings tgt :D

Zenn was so amazed he started taking pictures lol, photos courtesy of him:




The chef looks fierce right, but he's actly v nice & friendly, so are the staff there :)
& their food's damn nice, much nicer than sucky school canteen food.

Off t read notes for The Guide, finished the book on my way home, still went t the library t borrow some more books LOL. I'm too nice alrdy, I scanned notes for Kene lol. Damn, gna get owned by R.K. Narayan & his Raju tmr T.T

20080420

We're stuck on this dysfunction, we love it to our death

Changed blog song, someone told me this on MSN LOL:
and why is your blog song twinkle twinkle little star
But I love this song, All Time Low ftw :)

I'm not coming back, I've done something so terrible
I'm terrified to speak, but you'd expect that from me
I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt
Now the rain is just washing you out of my hair
And out of my mind
Keeping an eye on the world,
So many thousands of feet off the ground, I'm over you now
I'm at home in the clouds, towering over your head


Only started reading The Guide yest, and I've read till page 99 so far. I kept dozing off boohoo T.T Can't believe I stayed home all day. Too boring alrdy that idk what t type also, whatever.

20080419

We dance inside this tragedy

Today was damn joker day LOL :)
Realised I keep going out w damn random ppl.

Went back t school early morn, & met some SJ ppl at Pasir Ris MRT who were going rollerblading. Practically wasted the whole morn, me & Yixin went t the canteen t read The Guide then went t walk ard then rushed back t hall for 谢幕 zzz.

Me & Anvea then lunched w Melvin Kene Junjie Ronghui Derhui or rather we went t Ghim Moh tgt t buy food then me & Anvea rushed back t school. Wtf the guys kept neh-ing nonstop can from MEH t NEH wtffff -.- Lol everyone was damn amused when I told them LPP used t be from CS dance HAHA.

I'm ushering for the circle seats above! Anw I think this year no need t wear court shoes = no fugly nude-colour stockings :D Come t CS concert, this year xiangsheng's gna be DAMN FUNNY & the dramas, dance, opera are good too!

Bathed in school w Anvea & almost died from the freezing water, wonder how we're gna survive for level camp T.T then cabbed down t VJC for the $2 CO concert. Waited for Cheryl Serene Quanhuan Prida Chak Zhijie Jarib t come t get the tix from Cheryl. Didn't fall asleep though, the conductor that looks like Harry Potter's Snape was DAMN JOKER HAHA Chak was imitating him throughout LOL. A school also performed Jay's 菊花台. CO ppl like Esther Mayping Yilin were quite shocked t see me here, see I'm so supportive :)

Took bus t Bedok, wanted t meet Melvin Junjie Derhui (weird combi) for dinner but they went t KFC wtf cos we replied late so we went t Botak Jones ourselves. I led the way and guess what, we got lost LOL. Plus I gave them a free tour around Bedok Central :) But managed t spot the BK sign so I managed t find the way again. Chak said next time I find job cannot be tourist guide or can cry LOL. I'm not Raju anw lol. While passing by the library, we spotted Junyu. LOL the other girls were trying t call him through the window -.- but some guy sitting by the window saw & helped us call him. Anw he was browsing books at the Indian books section too funny alrdy LOL.

Reached Botak Jones by crossing 2 traffic lights instead of 1 LOL. All of us ordered fish & chips except for Chak's cajun chicken. The guys finished all their food + extra fries while our fries were all over the plate. Chak got owned by mustard LOL. He wanted t challenge Prida t a spoonful of mustard while she took a spoonful of vinegar. What he didn't know was Prida likes vinegar LOL. Think all of us had our longest dinner there, we finished eating long ago but we sat there & chatted for damn long.

Cheryl's dad fetched her home while we all took MRT home. LOL I brought them t Botak Jones by circling around the whole Bedok Central when there's a direct shortcut from the interchange oops paiseh.

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Today morn something practically repeated itself from yesterday wtf. It's just so desperate & pathetic. Think they can be best friends, anw their fashion tastes also suck balls. Why feel f'ed up because of them when they're the f'ed up ones? Just don't understand why all guys, to them, are so attractive -.-

20080417

偷偷的隐藏著自己

Mr Tan is hospitalized!!! T.T
& guess what Nancy Phua came t relief OMG had t change t uniform, but her teaching's quite good.

Went t Eighteen Chefs after school. The baked rice there is seriously 237957239524 times nicer than school's one can, and accompanied w ice lemon tea + ice-cream. The chef looked damn scary, but apparently he doesn't seem t be so when he speaks. Played zhongjimima w the ice-cream + salt + pepper + chilli cos Anvea suggested & she kena LOL.

Some chaoahlian + 3 guys in school uniforms who looked like shit sat at the table beside us. She started zipai-ing, w the guys also I saw a guy making the kissing face can WTF. When they left, some busybody (LOL) found some drugs beside their drinks & when t open the capsules, some powder dropped out O.O Then he went t tell the chef LOL it was abit scary but also funny that time. Scarly it was Viagra or Power 1 Walnut LOL oops.

Damn angry at some classes who look down on 4B like wtf?! They compare every single grades w us & they think we suck at everything, yeah our sciences & maths are quite weak, but don't anyhow stereotype us -.- Get a life man. At least 4B people know how t have fun, not like you all who mugmugmug 24/7 sad life boohoo )':

[EDIT]Wait can't say too much vulgarities alrdy, cos according t Seventeen mag, according t 80% of guys interviewed, they think that girls who curse & swear are nasty. Not t mention I walked into some class today saying the f word not on purpose then everyone turned ard & stared at me oops. Shall be more civilized (: [/EDIT]


Saw this online it's so kitschy!!! But $24 + I just bought a wallet my mum will assassinate me if I get one more.
But this also reminds me of KELLY TAN :)

20080416

If you feel it
it must be real

ENFP: Drama queen/Energizer bunny
But I where got drama, where got love praises, where got want ppl t rmb my bday LOL too funny alrdy.

Have been going home w rly random ppl these few days. Lunched w Kelly Bev Zhiming, wanted t go Ikea but the restaurant was closed for renovation WTF. So went t the building opp & had Subway, shared a footlong w Kelly. Zhiming then treated us t Big Gulp :D

Then I went back t school LOL. Too nice alrdy stayed back w Anvea. But the reason is actly cos the rest were taking some bus t Parkway/Bedok that area how I go home T.T Taking bus all the way can cry leh.

Watched the drama ppl 'rehearsing' which was damn slack. Boshi was playing DOTA which he said was not -.- but it was in CHINESE LOL. Jianyi was kind of limping w his injured leg & he didn't apply gauze or anything leh just leave his wound naked w the school pants over it *ouch* Accompanied Yanci t photocopy stuffs & managed t use up nearly 4 photocopying cards woah.

Wanted t go home Szuyee but he left damn early ): so went home w random ppl. The guys esp Weihong & Chaoyuan were singing all the way t MRT, crying leh. But at least they sing MUCH MORE better than that band lead singer for Monday's assembly the whatever Mars name guy. & Pingteck also found out something I think. Talked about random stuffs, like the job analysis for today's PCCG, Monday's JOKER band performance, fats O.O, level camp etcetc.

Now I'm damn scared t go for level camp, heard the female toilets there only 3 cubicles & NO DOORS WTF. & there's this OPEN-AIR big space for mass showering. The water's not drinkable too & we're gna bathe/wash our teeth & face w that OMG crying~

+ there's lizards, leeches, humongous spiders and more. CRY ME A RIVER~
How do I bathe, how do I pee, how do I survive there..
BUT I WILL SURVIVE IT T GO T TAIWAN :D 38 MORE DAYS

Think I'm blogging like some joker leh lol & just talked t a few people on MSN about sth I bet they think I sound retarded alrdy HAHA oops.

Btw found some nice stuffs online but they're too ex/sold out/abit impractical LOL


20080415

4 minutes to save the world

Nobody tagged ):

Btw my Loungefly wallet finally arrived, but it's damn big & flat LOL. But I think it's still quite pretty :)

Spent these few days editting CS concert booklet, almost died I tell you, hopefully tonight will be the last day editting :D Had fun meeting LPP every morning looking at her lips, imba lipstick colour she has.

LA lecture was damn funny, Miss Yee was the one lecturing today. She talks & she can walk up & down the stairs w her eyes CLOSED OMG. W her 'alright', 'ok', 'wha~' + the 4C guys infront, LA was damn LOL. Yijianyi was behind me, and he was going ard showing off his bloodied knee can O.O He fell down during 2.4 after reaching the finishing point -.-

Went t Boat Quay t find Kiliney for the concert, then went t Botak Jones @ Bedok, the fries are yummy though they're quite spicy, and the fish & chips is damn filling! + unlimited fries too :D Rained quite heavily, on the way there & back got soaked like shit LOL.

Trigo III is owning me tmr, I can't differenciate addition formula, double angle formula, R formula, factor formulae happy cny

Tmr or the day after tmr? See how my fringe looks like first :)
My mum trimmed my fringe just now cos it's too long & I asked her t also

20080410

This four leaf clover's all but useless now

Survived today :D
Today is the day, the worst day of my life
Scolding by LPP, 2.4, chem practical, awkwardness here & there idk

Should be ponning CCA tmr hehe,
but LPP asked me t pon t do CS booklet -.- but I also can go collect something :)

Old song from S.H.E, but still find it quite nice
The lyrics don't mean anything in particular, so stop inferring -.-

人无法决定会为谁动心
但至少可以决定放不放弃
我承认我还是会爱著你
但我将永不再触碰这记忆

记得要忘记忘记
经过我的你
毕竟只是很偶然的那种相遇
不会不容易我有一辈子
足够用来忘记

我还有一辈子
可以用来努力我一定会忘记你


20080409

Now the rain is just washing you out of my hair

Damn, saw something I wasn't supposed t see.
But will keep my mouth shut, just scared some people won't ):


Got helium-filled balloon from Seeting, thanks :)
Love balloons that can float :D
Did chinese essay after school then went t pay for the subsidized bus, then went t kup from free buffet hehe.

Btw, for Taiwan trip, we're taking SQ :D
But there's 2.4 tmr BOOOOO


20080408

Funny how it rained all day

What's wrong w me, I think everyone's angry w me ):
Jiawei updated her album pictures :D



Keeping my mouth shut, hiding too many things
Will I regret it, idk
Don't even have the guts t ask others
但不说总比说出来后才后悔更好

20080406

Built up so much it crushed us everyday

Didn't blog these few days due t my sister's buddy staying over at my house.
Sent them t airport this morning & now I miss them ):

My sister's buddy, Jiawei is veryvery nice :D
I think I'm like closer t her than my sister is haha, brought her t Orchard t shop yesterday, made some new friends too, then also went for supper after the band concert. Lazy t elaborate much cos I slept at 2plus last night talking t her & woke up at 8plus t prepare & send her t the airport.













Thanks for the memories, the gifts, the treats, the swear words I learnt (HAHA), learning more about Taiwan. These few days: sightseeing, local food, late nights out, making new friends, speaking in chinese, camwhoring, gossiping, shopping etcetc.

Rly looking forward t CS Taiwan trip & I rlyrly want t meet Jiawei there again, hope I can dial thru w her Taiwan hp no :) (48 more days)

Updating more later

20080403

酸酸的空气 嗅出我们的距离

Flooding @ DHS:



Near 4K classroom & labs


BACK GATE, I want t cry



Our beloved walkway t container classrooms


Only way t get out from back gate, lovelove t the kind soul who put the chairs there

Guess how dulan me Anvea Jordan Yichen were when we tried t leave school while it was still raining heavily. Then the 4C guys like Kenneth & Ziyu were wandering around amazed by the flood LOL then Kenneth was damn high -.-

Before that me & Anvea helped the drama & props people move the props over t the container. Me & Anvea moved some giant heavy benches till we want t cry & my palm bled T.T But that 4C TALL PRC guy (SHIT I forgot your name) came t our rescue halfway & he solo-ed the bench woah. Met the 4A & 4C guys who were gaying & imitating the CS opera people LOL.

Can't wait for the Taiwan girl t come tmr!!! :)

Even if it takes forever
I'll get my shit together
I've been doing so much better
I'm getting over you
放手会比较好过

20080402

Let it go

ENFP
What's yours? :)

Maths & chem common tests tmr, think I'm so going t fail my chem again, I haven't passed a single chem test for this year ):

So hardworking, mugged in school till damn late w Kelly then Zhiming came t find us, went home w Weihong Szuyee Daniel. Weihong & Zhiming were damn porn.

Think my sister's buddy is quite nice, after she told me more about her. She seems t be quite funny also & I saw her today, she's really quite pretty :)

Confused
同时甜蜜与心碎
该如何才好
But it's not what you all think

20080401

Make it rain, I'm making it snow

The Taiwan students are quite friendly & nice, so I think the one my sister's hosting should be ok too :)

Bev's buddy was quite nice, though his blog photos were abit shocking, told him abit of gossip hehe. Let the Taiwan guys try pandan cake too :)

Damn pissed off w some stuffs in class today, not only me, I bet almsot the whole class was damn dulan. Went home w Anvea & Jordan, we kept bitching throughout the journey back LOL then Anvea was complaining about something else too. But basically it's about the same thing.

Whatever, damn them.
Idk why can some people be so two-sided, they behave totally different when they're w guys & w girls.
Bet they died virgins in their previous lives that's why they're so desperate t flirt & suck up t guys now. Woah that's sad for them boohoo. )':
Whatever, I think you two know who I'm referring t, not trying t hate you all or sth, but PLEASE CHANGE YOUR WAYS FOR FUCK'S SAKE


Hot guy t cheer us up for having such sad lives now :)